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So me I was all okay and fine with my break up until I decided to snoop on Justin's myspace. BAD IDEA. I saw a comment that some girl he liked when we were dating on one of his pics. It made me cry.... So I tried texting this guy I was forbidden to talk to who I told to ******** off long ago. He responded then called and we talked for a long time and I was soooo happy and we talked a bunch for a couple of days then he came over and we hung out a bunch. Hahahahaha no pun intended. I gave him head twice. He said no girl ever got him off before so I felt special. We talked more than were happy til the other night. idk I got all super attached and now he's acting strange and I want him soooooo bad. Now he won't talk to me and I'm going insane and feel shitty. I also am jealious of my friend he thinks she's pretty and that bugs me a lot!!! I don't know how to stop being all crazy for him!!!!