Monday July 6
okay so i was able to say no to Lucas today. I am so proud of my self. i never thought i could. Maybe that is a sign. I feel bad for mike (emily's friend) though cause i keep falsely accusing him of stuff, i.e. phone sex, and him being mad at me. eventually i know i will stop and get things right i.e. thinking before speaking.
i know andrew is proud of me for saying no and being able to say things like "I love you/too" to him and mike (from Gaia). He considers me his sister too, much like andrew. i dont mind but i know it is hard when you dont live near each other.
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