but never.. ever, at the expense of loosing my home and family.
And being a humans isn't all that great either. Even with my shell, this adjustment to being warm blooded scared the crap out of me.
Not something I like to admit.
I'm a leader, I'm not supposed to show fear. Or weakness.
I have to make hard decitions all the time. Raph would never let me forget it if he caught me in that state I was the first week I spent here.
I've worked very hard to try and relcaim my former self. Working hard to get what I lost back. So hard.. I've only suceeded in gaining my shell.
Iand whats ever more confusing, is the different incarnations of my family I fidn here. I found so many Michaelangelos, I was going crazy..
And when I finally got the courage to approach one, he said, "No offence, but you're not leo- you're not even green", obviously he didn't see my shell.
Darnit, it's not my fault!!!
UUUGH, I can't stand it master!
what can I do? I want to see Mickey again, Donny, Raph, April, Casey, everyone! Especially..you.
I've always been able to face the toughest challenges, because I had the strength of my family behind me..
But now.
Now what?
I'm trully alone this time.
I'm alone and I miss you all.
~ Leo
