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So....there's this guy. His name is Canaan, and I might have mentioned him before in my other posts, but I decided to tell the story of us.

So, it all started in 9th grade. I was staying after school waiting for my mom and I was outside practicing my juggling. (In piano class, we had to learn how to juggle for hand-eye coordination.) Anyways, he was standing outside while I was practicing and I dropped one of my juggling balls. He ran to get it for me and brought it back. He introduced himself and I told him my name. We talked for awhile til my mom got there.

The next year, we didn't talk much. We only passed each other in the hallways, because we never really talked after that day. I just thought he was cute, but he already had a girlfriend. And I liked people. So, we were just friends.

My junior year, we had a class together in 2nd semester. We got closer everyday. We started out as friends, then really good friends. Soon, it was only a matter of time before we started dating. He asked me out at prom. It was really cute.

Anyways, we were inseparable for 3 months. Then, he started acting strange, and he broke up with me not after he started his weird behavior. I was devastated. I dated one other guy named Kayah, but we won't talk about him. Anyways, I think I've always loved Canaan. I eventually started talking to him again, and he helped me with all of my Kayah problems. Then when he broke up with me, Canaan was there to help me get through it. It was hard, but eventually I got over him.

I started hanging out with him again, and all of my feelings flooded back into my heart. He said that his feelings for me never left. Now, we pretty much act like we're dating anyway. But I said that I didn't want to date anyone the rest of my senior year. Soo...he's asking me back out on my graduation day. XD Anyways, he's such a sweet guy, and I hope we're together for a long time.

Well, now you know the story of me and Canaan.
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Love Always,
Lydia (If you're wondering why I signed this Lydia and the other post...Lydia is what I used to sign my online diary with so if anyone found it, they wouldn't know who's it was. I know...it's stupid, but that's what I did. Plus, I love the name Lydia.)

Ttyl!