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Proving to always be optimistic is something hard
when people that I didn't or don't want to lose, I lose anyway
I guess there's something wrong with me
or I just suck to hang out with
Or talk to
Or even be a friend.
But I can't help this feeling, And I'll just keep moving forward.
if any of those people want to talk to me, I'll be here
I don't think I'll just disappear
though sometimes I just want to
and sometimes I really do want to be alone.
In reality I know that's false or I wouldn't be this sad.

I wonder how long this will last.
I wonder when I'll get over this.
I still won't lie...