Rejecting Love
Many thoughts
sitting in class
not one on the subjects discussed
my mind's alift..in the clouds.
I'm at war...
war against being in love
my heart against my mind
which one should I preside?
my head still hasnt grasped the fact that I no longer have a heart
no heart it all
it belongs to another
that other that I keep pushing away
and I've found myself lost
in deep thought
I'm trying to ignore it
be cool,fake it
believeing the lies I'm feeding myself
but I can't
you won't go out of mind
thoughts...
daydreams...
touching you..
damn, I'm sick
sick in love with him
thinking to myself
how warm your love is
so amourous..
fiending now that it's unavaliable
sigh..
why didn't I stay..
. . . ....
"Nyk...Nyk...Nykki!
"Pay Attention Please."
"Huh?" oh..right...
back to math.
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