It was the most amazing thing that ever happened to me! I was at my locker and it just wouldn't open no matter how hard I tried. One of HIS friends were at the locker next to me. As he came up he started talking to his friend I was getting aggravated why wouldn't my stupid locker just open. My hands were shaking because he was there I was getting nervous. Then he started laughing at me because my locker wouldn't open then he pulled me close and hugged me and told me I would get it. The hug was warm and comforting and the thing I had wanted forever even if it was a short hug even if it was only a hug. He then left with is friend to go to lunch as I stood there very confused. He knew me because last year my parents almost got a divorce and he was there to help me through it by text messages, He didn't know it was me til after he helped me and then I told him then He never texted me again. He knew me because of the friend request that was left unanswered nearly a week after the texting and the friend request I had sent him before that. He knew me because we had been in the same Science class for the past 3 years. When I looked at him in the halls right in his eyes he turned away almost looking mad. I didn't understand him and thought he hated me. That one hug changed it all now I really was confused. I got my locker open and headed for lunch I sat in the same spot I sat everyday right were I could see him. I looked this time right at him he looked back it me with his green eyes and we stared at each other. My face was a face of confusion his a face of something I couldn't describe but he didn't look pissed off he looked well sorta happy. When I got home I sent a message to him on myspace. I had loved him forever I had kept falling for him over and over again and now he finally started loving me back. And then I woke up, I was still staying the week at my grandparents and He never gave me the hug that changed everything. I still had the feeling that he hated me and by the looks he gave and the messages he never replied to. Maybe its my low self-esteem that see's the looks he gives or maybe he really doesn't like me but He is still Perfect in my eyes He still is that same guy I always fall in love with. He's the tall one with blond hair and green eyes. The one with light skin and super strong. The football and track sport guy. The one that loves God with all his heart. The one that loves fully and hates nothing. The guy that I'll never understand the one who never replys to my messages. And he is the guy that if one day does fall in love with someone else I will still be in love with him but I will be glad he is happy because when you love someone you are just glad they are happy you don't matter to yourself its all them.
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