Is the world so perfect to you? Is the world so kind? Is every comment oh so devine? Have you no sorrow, no self doubt? What is this world you've been dreaming about?
I am the one who will bring you down...to the depths of my soul where all of your blood will turn into gold...i am the lonliness eating away at your heart....cut by cut i tear you apart... my arm swells with the pain from the knife as it cuts into my skin.. the crimson color washes away with the white cloth....no one knows no, one will see how horribly you've treated me...these drugs will kill me don't you see how much harm you're causing me But yet i'll cry these blackened tears tonight with the hope that someday i'll be able to kill your sweet bliss...and turn your world into agony and hatred. Yes, I am bitter. You've made me this way. But still I shall forever be thankful that you decided that today you'll tell me i'm worthless, i'm a faliure, i dissapoint you to no extent, and then turn around and tell me good luck on my new journey to a place afar. I'll still love you, i'll still care, but no longer will i bear the somber look of happiness just so you can tear it to shreds...you've uncaged this demon and you cannot contain it any longer...
Atarkie · Sat Nov 26, 2005 @ 07:36am · 0 Comments |