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my goodness! =o
gosh its been a lonnnng time since ive been on gaia!
jeez!
hehe.
i apologize.
ive been so damn busy lately....
things have been crazy!
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its been a friggen roller coaster this year.
but hell, its high school!
lol
i remember the beginning of the year...
gosh i hated high school at the moment..
i just started it off on the wrong foot.
i wanted to go back to Sequoia Middle School sooo bad!!
i still do.
but i cant.
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ive never had to deal with drama at all until now lol..
its weird...
being a freshman, i mean.
because you go from
having 12 / 13 year-old friends to
having like 17 / 18 year-old friends.
its a big jump.
and you cant help but feel like a victim...
cuz ur so much younger than everyone else.
you feel like a little kid.
but that feeling quickly goes away...
but now.
the year has gone by so fast...
its almost over..
so much has happened!
good things........
so many new ppl.
so many new friends.
so many new opportunities...
but do i have the balls ?
why yes, i do.
xd
i have to admit,
i have gotten much more outgoing this year.
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and its kinda crazy
cuz i have changed so much on the inside and out.
my opinions on things...
now theyre not so negative.
now i have hope.
i swear i thot this would never happen to me...
but it has.
i have changed.
i would say that ive improved.
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ive met some "ppl"
that have really made a difference in my life.
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idk what i would do without them...
haha its kinda funny.
when we were little,
we always wanted to grow up so fast.
we couldnt wait to get to middle school.
we couldnt wait to get to high school.
we could wait to get our drivers licence.
we couldnt wait to become adults
with a big house, nice car,
married with children.
we're in such a hurry to grow up.
we're excited.
but once we get to high school,
we realize that we dont want to get older.
not really.
suddenly its the opposite..
we want time to slow down.
but our high school years,
they go by so fast.
we barely have time to enjoy them..
my freshman year has already gone by so fast..
it was just a blur.
its crazy how bad i want time to slow down..
but it wont.
not for me.
not for anyone.
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