Tomorrow is the "said" date. Doesnt mean its gonna happen then, its just the midwifes calculation. In fact, "firstdelivers" usually go a couple of days over the said date. Its normal. I have no idea what to expect. Its the first baby and as for now Im used to being alone and cosy with the dad-to-be every night. It is time for a baby, no doubt about that. Im not young anymore but still its a scary thing. I cant wait to get to know the little person inside of me. And I wanna teach it all I know. All about the good and bad things in life and how to treat people nice.
I dont know about my Gaian life after this. Ive been here for over 2 years and Gaia is really important to me. I could never leave it totally. But I am aware of that I may not be able to be here as much the following weeks/months. Another thing will be the center of my focus. Remember that I wont forget about all I know here.
plysch · Fri Nov 25, 2005 @ 10:24am · 3 Comments |