It's hard to imagine my life without you,
but at the same time, it's becoming easier too.
I want you there always and forever,
but I feel like I can't do this anymore.
Having this doubt makes it so hard,
to have all this pain within me.
and I think about it long and hard,
Are you the one My Creator intended to give me?
I don't trust you, for all the speculation,
but I love you with all of me, is that good enough?
Stop showering me with your affection.
This is becoming way too tough.
Part of me wants to just let you free,
I feel like I can't live, I can't breathe.
But if I leave you, I'll only encounter more misery.
What do you do when you can no longer feel?
I am wary of your actions and if you love me,
your sincerity is real, but my instinct says otherwise.
Everyone says you just want to use me.
I need to let go, sever all ties.
Then I can act like I don't care, while you act like it doesn't bother you.
Swaltaria Community Member 
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