I came into this relationship completely
independent, I didn't need you to stay happy, I could have
left and felt nothing after wards. But now, I don't know how
dependent of you I've become. I don't want to need any person.
I'd just stopped being dependent of someone. These dreams, they
keep happening. I'm up at 12:17 because I haven't told you goodnight,
I'm scared to go to sleep.
I don't want to dream. This is why I wanted to stay withyou at your
house, in your arms, where it's safe and I never have a nightmare.
Sure I have nightmares with you but they seem like they are
diluted somehow. Like I'm there, but I'm still with you,
in your arms, away from harm. I sleep at your
house because I know I'm safe it's less
real. I need you, and I hate that
fact. I need to go to sleep
now. I don't know
how long I'll be
asleep for.
I love
you.
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My dreams.
Posts about...
my uncontrollable family.
My teenage love.
My horrendous nightmares.
My loud friends and..
all my hopes.
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