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Updates about my life: April 01, 09 (no joke)
Honestly i have not been on gaia for a very long time, and there really isn't much to say about it, there isnt much excusse i can give about getting up and leaving like i did for my shop 'dragons of the realm' so much time has passed i don't think i will ever be geting back to it, Opening a window into my life, right befor i left i was getting out of high school and starting life in the real world - not a fun place, i lost touch with most everything and was distracked by a number of different family issues, lots of depresstion and stress, wich is still on going. it seems rumors have leeked that i have been hanging out on a place called Second Life. these rumors are infact ture. My Screen Name is "Goldenstar Sands". www secondlife.com secondlife is a 3d playground so to speak, i do alot of digital art there mostly vitural mermaid worlds, and asian and japanese arts and clothing. I have been doing that since about Summer, but much like what i did on gaia, I have openly found a pattern in what I have been doing over the last few years, i spend a vrey long time putting all my effort into something making something beautiful and awsome (well at lest in my eyes) i did it for a vrey long time in a place called www.Furcadia.com it was the place i actuly left behind when i started playing gaia, i tried to keep bolth up, i even stoped for awhile and even came back to furacida but after being hacked i havnt really been back. For the one that really know me i seem to make these changes everything something goes wrong in my life, - trying to fill somekind of void i gess razz lol my grandfather died about when i stoped playing furcadia, and i stoped playing again after i was hacked some time later. but why did i leave gaia? i left gaia a short time after i left furacdia for the second time, about this time I had my vrey first bf who was a close friend - i was so uneasy about it i totaly fell about, and soon i even broke it off for a number of differenet reason.. but in this time too i started playing a mmo called 'scions of fate' (dont play it it's horriable fileld with bots and tons of hacking) but i only played into that for a very short time befor giving up, after that i really didnt do a whole lot online wise, i mostly did alot of things with friends in the real world, trying to look for work. playing lots of viedo games. but for whatever reason I started snooping aroudn the computer again and too depresed to return to eather furcadia or gaia i looked for a new place, wich was second life. most of the main reasons why i am there so much is not only am i able to freely build/make whatever i like, thier form of 'Gold' wich is called 'Lin' is actuly Real money, so when i make somethign and sell it, i can later cash out for money! but there are alot of downsides, such as you need a high graphics comptuer, and you have to be 18+ to play (unless your playing the Teen verson).. BUT ANYWAYS i'm not trying tomake a speech on how great secondlife is, but rather saying, that everytime i find something i like i lock onto it andthen pretty much play it to death intill i'm bored stiff or something dramatic happens in my life (wich if i'm right this takes years o.o;; ) In short - it's no ones falt my life in just crazy.... not bad.. just crazy o.O; will i ever come back to gaia? maybe but odds are i wont be going back to dragons of the realm. maybe to vist (if it's still around - if not i understand smile if i do i might get back into role playing, however wonderful secondlife might apeer to be to the art snazzy it lacks a good soild role playing group of people, something that still ticks in my mind about the fun times i had in gaia. Sweet page long posts about some epic story you and dozens of toher are playing out togehter ~sigh~ good times.... as for all this and that i'll try to keep in touch with gaia. just keep an eye on my profile...
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