What is the point?...
What's the point of showing my feelings?
What's the point of having emotions?
What's the use of smiling?
I'd rather be my empty shell then end up being hurt once again,
So if I must once again take up my hollow shell to live.
Then thats what I must do.
Souless...
My soul has left and my heart has died.
My smile is lost, never to be found.
My eyes have lost there gleam, for they tear for you.
My heart has ceased it's silent war.
So I lay silent alone in the dark...with only one sound,
The sound of my tears falling to the ground.
Death to myself...
I slit my soul, pircing my heart.
Hoping to die soon.
I cause death unto myself for I have nothing to live for.
I live only to die.
For everyone dies at one point.
So I choose to do it now for myself.
Killing Spree...
I have gone on a killing spree.
Killing all that is inside of me.
Bleeding internaly.
Pouring into an empty sea.
The blood that rushed once inside of me.
Is now a deep red sea.
You are all the pain that killed me.
Lust For blood...
My lust for blood has gone on.
Needing to be filled.
And once it has reached its fill.
It will grow once again,
Growing larger every day.
Needing more and more to satisfy,
The blood lust I feel inside.
Death...
Death is a result of pain.
Pain is a result of love.
Love is an emotion we have.
Therefore we kill ourselfs.
As we continue to have emotions.
For every day that passes.
We chip a lil of our life away.
Until there is nothing left to chip at.
Something Simple..
How could something so simple.
Turn into something so complex?
How can something such as living.
Turn into emotional break downs?
How can Death hurt someone as much as it has hurt me?
How can Love kill someone as much as it has killed me?
Why is my life such a complex one?
How can I even live in such a mess?
Emo kid living in Emotions..
One alone Emo kid.
Living alone in his Emo world.
Every one pretends to know him.
But shun him all the same.
So he believes he always will be alone in this world of his own,
Never to be known.
Attempt at Love...
Tomarrow I'm goin to make an attempt at love.
Once again, hopefully
Not getting shot down again.
The pain I would endure.
Would be to much for me to handle.
If I am answered,
With a No or lets just be friends.
My heart will crumble once again.
Failed Attempt...
I did not try.
Yet still I failed.
I didn't even lift a finger.
Yet I still Fell.
I did not even speak one word.
Yet I was chewed up and spit out.
I did not even have the satisfaction.
Of self respect.
I waas killed before I could even speek.
Torn Heart...
My heart is torn.
Yet I live on in agony.
Dieing slowly.
Watching myself die.
As I rot away in my dark little corner alone.
With no one to tell how I feel.
Afraid...
From now on I am closing off all emotions.
Cutting my ties with every one.
Isolating myself.
To afraid to be struck down once again.
To scared to show myself to anyone.
To hurt to look up and see every one.
To dead to get close to anyone.
To Become an Empty shell...
I must throw down all I held dear.
I must destroy every emotion I have.
I must sever every tie, with every one I once knew.
I must kill The me I once was.
I must embracce the darkness,
Letting it grow within me.
I must take in the nothingness,
I need to become a Empty human shell.
That is what i must do to become an Empty Shell.
What's the point of showing my feelings?
What's the point of having emotions?
What's the use of smiling?
I'd rather be my empty shell then end up being hurt once again,
So if I must once again take up my hollow shell to live.
Then thats what I must do.
Souless...
My soul has left and my heart has died.
My smile is lost, never to be found.
My eyes have lost there gleam, for they tear for you.
My heart has ceased it's silent war.
So I lay silent alone in the dark...with only one sound,
The sound of my tears falling to the ground.
Death to myself...
I slit my soul, pircing my heart.
Hoping to die soon.
I cause death unto myself for I have nothing to live for.
I live only to die.
For everyone dies at one point.
So I choose to do it now for myself.
Killing Spree...
I have gone on a killing spree.
Killing all that is inside of me.
Bleeding internaly.
Pouring into an empty sea.
The blood that rushed once inside of me.
Is now a deep red sea.
You are all the pain that killed me.
Lust For blood...
My lust for blood has gone on.
Needing to be filled.
And once it has reached its fill.
It will grow once again,
Growing larger every day.
Needing more and more to satisfy,
The blood lust I feel inside.
Death...
Death is a result of pain.
Pain is a result of love.
Love is an emotion we have.
Therefore we kill ourselfs.
As we continue to have emotions.
For every day that passes.
We chip a lil of our life away.
Until there is nothing left to chip at.
Something Simple..
How could something so simple.
Turn into something so complex?
How can something such as living.
Turn into emotional break downs?
How can Death hurt someone as much as it has hurt me?
How can Love kill someone as much as it has killed me?
Why is my life such a complex one?
How can I even live in such a mess?
Emo kid living in Emotions..
One alone Emo kid.
Living alone in his Emo world.
Every one pretends to know him.
But shun him all the same.
So he believes he always will be alone in this world of his own,
Never to be known.
Attempt at Love...
Tomarrow I'm goin to make an attempt at love.
Once again, hopefully
Not getting shot down again.
The pain I would endure.
Would be to much for me to handle.
If I am answered,
With a No or lets just be friends.
My heart will crumble once again.
Failed Attempt...
I did not try.
Yet still I failed.
I didn't even lift a finger.
Yet I still Fell.
I did not even speak one word.
Yet I was chewed up and spit out.
I did not even have the satisfaction.
Of self respect.
I waas killed before I could even speek.
Torn Heart...
My heart is torn.
Yet I live on in agony.
Dieing slowly.
Watching myself die.
As I rot away in my dark little corner alone.
With no one to tell how I feel.
Afraid...
From now on I am closing off all emotions.
Cutting my ties with every one.
Isolating myself.
To afraid to be struck down once again.
To scared to show myself to anyone.
To hurt to look up and see every one.
To dead to get close to anyone.
To Become an Empty shell...
I must throw down all I held dear.
I must destroy every emotion I have.
I must sever every tie, with every one I once knew.
I must kill The me I once was.
I must embracce the darkness,
Letting it grow within me.
I must take in the nothingness,
I need to become a Empty human shell.
That is what i must do to become an Empty Shell.
