Well, yeah, I'm still dating Justin. He's awesome.
You know how I said, the last entry, that I was slipping into depression? *slip slide clunk*
Oh yeah, I was right. Here I am. It's horrible. I can tell you that. And I have to pretend to be happy so I don't get other people down. And when even my teacher is calling me a "loser", a "nerd" and "ugly" it's kinda hard to keep staying happy.
*eats another candy*
There's a guy who's being ever so nice to me... I like him a lot... his name is Shawn. Now, it's not like I'm going to break up with Justin to go out with this guy. But what I'm trying to get across is Shawn is really really sweet, and some people think that him and I are going out stare . Right when we became friends, he transferred schools... so now I can only talk to him on MSN, or if I get to school really early (which is impossible, unless I bike the hour and a half to school...). So... yeah, I'm screwed, 'cause he's my best friend practically and I love this guy so much.
* I wish that one day I could fly away and touch the sky, and breathe the air that I don't have to share, but with that bird that can't be heard, because it's touching the sky, and with me it will fly. *
Wow, that was random...
I have to go do homework...
I hope Evan isn't getting himself in too much trouble.
Bye
heart the Katieness (named that by teh Shawnness of mine)
Arwen_Rashka · Thu Nov 17, 2005 @ 04:56am · 0 Comments |