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Why is Dragon depressed Well the only reason i can pull out of my a** at the moment is that a guy i like and who liked me back lost interest in me and even though i dont let many people in to get to know me as well as they think they do i have really bad issues with needing to be wanted even if i would never ever be with that person being wanted is just a nesscary thing with me, if i dont have that i start to fall apart right away and very easily. I'm also having isues with people telling me that they are in love with me it puts so much extra stress on me cause i want to make my friends happy which is y i do sex favors for my friend but i just cant haddle it, and then i pity and hate myself more for being the way i am and.. well yeah

Posted by: Akkierra Tue Nov 15, 2005 @ 12:08am

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Commented on: Tue Nov 15, 2005 @ 01:04pm


	"Don't take that crap, they should be greatful, ****** py-assed bastards, they can all suck my d*k, remember Akkierra, you deserve nothing less than the best, don't let anyone ever tell you different or leave them."

Commented on: Mon Jan 30, 2006 @ 10:27pm


	Thank you Snake, you made me feel good

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Commented on: Fri Feb 03, 2006 @ 05:22am


	crying I knew you had some problems but I didn't know this was goin on in your head! I'm sorry I never read your journal before! I'm keepin an eye on you and Silvara from now on! hugs you tight And I second Snake's promise... except I know how to make them regret it much more than name calling. hugs you again and he's right too, you deserve nothing less than love and affection from everybody you let close to you. Just not love to the degree those other people are getting at...

Commented on: Mon Feb 06, 2006 @ 04:33pm


	Thank you again, both of you

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Commented on: Tue Feb 21, 2006 @ 06:00pm


	I'm so sorry Dragon. I really need to read your journal from now on. I didn't realize that these were the reasons you behave the way you do. I love you hun, and I always will. True, I consider you my sister, and we are best friends, but you will always be my lover. And in truth the only true female lover I ever had, seeing as Krystal is/ was well, Krystal. No one can compare to you, truly. You're heart is golden and in the right place, and who am I to judge your actions. I assumed you were just polyamourous, and well you know me, I'm big on the loyalty. I don't view being polyamourous badly, I was just upset with the way you were behaving because your BF had no idea for the most part. I didn't mind sharing you with your other loves, but when you cheated on your boy with another guy, you cheated on me and Krystal as well if you think about it. But I understand the need to be wanted, truly I do. And I also understand the trouble of too many people saying that they love you in a romantic sence, even if most of them are just insane Gaian's. I love you my luffie. Please keep your chin up, and I'll try to keep your tears at bay. Rooker and Snake are right you know, you do only deserve the best. Your life has put you through hell, though that's life for you, she's always a b***h since it's always her time of the month. xd Please forgive me, I don't know what I'd do if I lost your friendship. You're one of the only people who can bring a smile to my face when all looks hopeless. You're always there for me when things are getting flushed down the toilet. Now please give me a chance to be there for you. I ask of you to please let me in. Please. ~ Rae, always your girl ~

Commented on: Wed Feb 22, 2006 @ 11:51pm


	Babe your are in and always will be, and thank you for reading it. I understood why you felt that and how I hurt you because of the way I am, but its just that it just the way I am, thats y i oush people away, I hate to hurt.

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