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Ok, So lately I've been mad! I still not sure why I'm mad! At times I just feel mad because I feel like nothing satisfy's me... It can be a real pain just knowing that nothing in the world can satisfy you! I would to live in the world, where things wouldn't brake, What ever hard work you do! Actually matter, and no one would die, but sadly there's no place like that... All tho supposedly, There's a heaven, But at times, I wonder if this heaven really exist, Sometimes I think will die! And we wont go anywhere, Just darkness... If this were true I would hate the whole thing of even coming into animation! Being able to breath, talk, feel, hear! Pointless... If we die and turn to nothing less... That is the worst thing of all... I guess this is basically on my mind! Hopefully I don't kill myself just thinking of this kinda of thoughts.... stressed