Feeling a little emo. Boy Im hating myself right now for my emo-ness....i honestly hate emo kids that whine about how crappy their lives are. Anyways i was just feeling a little emo because of Sammy [my dog that died].
Honestly it seems a little absurd for me to be so emotional over an animal but then again i find it reasonable because she really was my only friend.
I came home the other day expecting to see her the other day and I said, "Sammy Im home!" then I remembered she wasn't there anymore and I got this unbelievable pain in my chest.
That dog was my only real friend for all my life and losing her so quickly was just a shock to me. I'm not the same anymore. My misery gets worse and it seems I've grown colder everyday.
People compliment me and I ignore them. I didn't even wish my mom happy birthday yesterday, and I always used to look forward to buying her something. Now it just seems like I have no point to be kind to anyone but my cat kiki, and she's really not a person is she?
Anyways enough of my emo ness Im pissing my self off.
Ja ne.
Well....
Technically....
Itadakimasu!!
This-x-Soliloquy Community Member 
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