Oh gods, I'm crying right now, and I don't really know why. I just randomly burst out crying.
I did that earlier today too, when I was with Morgan and friends...
And no, it's not PMS.
Tobi was drunk today, which was actually nice. You know why? 'cause he actually cuddled me and held me...
No one ever touches me. Everyone touches everyone else, hugs and such, but it's like I'm off limits. Do you have any idea how attention starved I am? That's why I'm so attention whore-ish online, because nobody pays attention to me in real life.
God, I just want to be held.
Hugs really do make everything all better for me...
I wish Tobi would be drunk more often...
He actually payed attention to me.
I've changed since I used to hang out with him, I'm different now... I'm a lot more touchy feely, a lot nicer, a lot less introverted... but nobody notices.
Kenshi is far away and Tobi only touches me when he's drunk.
Wow, that came out wrong.
Anyways... why are the only men I'm close to far away? Besides Tobi, anyways...
It makes me so insecure in real life, because I've only had a few men ever love me... Ever even notice me.
Yes, I just went on another rambling rant. Live with it... <3
I did that earlier today too, when I was with Morgan and friends...
And no, it's not PMS.
Tobi was drunk today, which was actually nice. You know why? 'cause he actually cuddled me and held me...
No one ever touches me. Everyone touches everyone else, hugs and such, but it's like I'm off limits. Do you have any idea how attention starved I am? That's why I'm so attention whore-ish online, because nobody pays attention to me in real life.
God, I just want to be held.
Hugs really do make everything all better for me...
I wish Tobi would be drunk more often...
He actually payed attention to me.
I've changed since I used to hang out with him, I'm different now... I'm a lot more touchy feely, a lot nicer, a lot less introverted... but nobody notices.
Kenshi is far away and Tobi only touches me when he's drunk.
Wow, that came out wrong.
Anyways... why are the only men I'm close to far away? Besides Tobi, anyways...
It makes me so insecure in real life, because I've only had a few men ever love me... Ever even notice me.
Yes, I just went on another rambling rant. Live with it... <3
