I'm still with my boyfriend, It's been 6 and a half months now. I'm head over heels in love and that aspect of my life is great. My brother practically moved out, we see him once every other month. My dad is drinking more and my mom hurt her back so she cant work. She's always going to therapy so she can get better and i have a job so i can help pay for things around the house, you know buy a case of pop here, jug of milk there, pay off the water bill everyonce and a while. My granparents are currently in the midst of ending their 47 year long lie of a relationship. Apparently 7 affairs is my grandma's limit. I've found out thing about them that scare me, Grandpa used to beat her and my dad/uncles all the time, mostly at christmas. She's not taking the news of affair # 7 very well, we went to visit her today and I fully expected to see her hanging from the rafters in the garage, but she's still alive well as far as I know. She just called a little while ago asking if my mom could come over cause grandpa was home and everything was dark, so she's afraid of him. and i'm afraid for her, and my mom, if she hasn't called me in 20 minutes i'm calling her. And if she doesn't answer I call Tyler and we ride down there to check things out. *Sigh* Tyler's really the only thing keeping me going right now, I've told him that once, but i dont think he fully knows how much i depend on him. He doesn't even have to do anything, if he broke up with me i'd still be fine, the only thing that would break me is if he said he never loved me. And he wont ever say that so i wont have any problems, well other than trying to deal with everyone elses.
Well there you have it, another day in my ******** up life.
Cassia Kono · Mon Oct 31, 2005 @ 02:54am · 1 Comments |