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I lost some friends one time. Sometimes I think it's best, because looking back, it seemed that I was never "truly" a friend to them...they rarely talked to me after a while, because usually all I did was complain/mushy-talk about two people, or post random videos that they didn't care about. They just accepted me because I made their friend happy, and (seemed to) hate me when I made said person sad.

But yet...I want to talk to them again. All of them. Even if they still hold that against me. Even if they don't understand, even if they can't forgive or forget...I just want to talk, to see how they are, to hear them vent, rant, complain, talk about the most boring and nonsensical daily going ons of their lives.

It hurts so bad to think about what they must think of me now, but...you guys...if you want to talk to me again, if you can forgive me for being so stupid, cutting myself off from you for such pathetic reasons...please...

I miss my friends.

It's sauronthemaia2004 on yahoo, in case you got rid of it, or you can PM me here...maybe one day I'll hear from you all again...