He wrote these wile in jail. <3
Here i sit in this kingdom of stone
with feelings of fear and all alone
this concrete stretches so far and near
why cant it all simply disappear
it imprisons me like a cage
constricting as if driven by unknown rage
slowly striping life away
forbidden to bask in the light of day
there is a small hole where the sun i can see
with it a faint trace of hope left in me
sleepless nights followed by never ending days
i wish i were dead in many ways
there are only 3 things that keep me going
love for them constantly growing
one is a mother, brittle and frail
working two jobs trying to make bail
the second is a girl so innocent and free
she keeps my spirits up by sending her love to me
the third is an older brother weeping tears of pain
watching his little brother slowly going insane.
all of which want to get me out
i know this without a doubt
all i want is to just go home
but yet i am trapped in this kingdom of stone
and this one. for me<3
My girl
she is a girl so innocent and free
why in the world would she want to be with me?
im a boy, a troublemaker, a rebel to the core
Yet she looks past all that, she sees me as much more
she see's beauty, an elegance in my brute-like ways
she has been beside me for many long days
she stuck it out through the nitty and gritty
she could be the definition of pretty
how could i be so blind to see?
that she was always there beside me.
Masked in my shadow, like a phantom in the night
Me, I'm no where close to Mr.Right
I'm imperfect, unholy, and covered in scars
She probably wishes for me, upon shooting stars
me i wish i was half the man i am in her eyes
For the man i am i truly despise
not because perfection i lack
but because ill never be good enough to pay her back
these are the words of a dieing man
To the love of his live, his wife, and number one fan.
Older Brother
you are my only friend that shares the same mother
you are my closest friend, and my older brother
you have been my greatest enemy too
i at one time had a grudge on you
but in the end, you are my only allie
in a world that out to get me, your help i wont deny
you may be just a couple years older than me
but I've been places you wouldn't want to be
if we come together god help out for
ill go high you go low
when we were younger i was envious f you
because you did things i wasn't aloud to do
when it was time for me to get my turn
the newer things were what i did urn
you left me alone on some rough stuff
by doing so you made me tough
there were some thing were you stepped in
but only the loosing battles you helped me win
by doing so i learned to depend
on your love for me to never end
i would take a bullet for no other,
But i would die for you my older brother.
