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I am losing my mind my IQ has increased my strength increased but I have lost my faith in god I have lost people important to me my family has started to keep their distance I am feared at school even when I go to the store now parents tell their kids to back away from me it is unbelievable when I go to the airport everybody stares at me like I am going to hijack the plane or something and now for some reason my girlfriend dumped me and before she even told me she gave another guy her number and in the class I have with her one of my friends brought it up and she even admitted that the new guy one of my old friends we had been friends since like the 2nd grade she even admitted that he was worse than me and definitely weaker he would cry after he got tackled if anyone has any suggestions on how to control my anger so that I don't beat up her new bf thanks it would help me so much so thanks again if you help