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Whats not to be is just not to be. Unfortunate but the truth. I still have feelings for you, but I won't try to make a move on you. I'm glad that we can still remain friends, and I don't want to ruin that, even if you are a dike. I'm glad you know I'm kidding otherwise I'm afraid we probably wouldn't be talking right now. Like I told Brittany the two of you are like sisters to me, I just like you a little differently thats all. I'm here to help you through any problems you might have, just do me a favor... Stop obscessing about Ryan because that kills me way more than your rejection did or any rejection ever will. Not because you look at him like I wished you would me, but because it seems like whenever you start getting attached to him you get hurt. I felt horrible seeing you cry and knowing that I couldn't do anything about it. Wether it was him or not I still hate him. Know whats crazy? I actually thought he was a pretty okay guys until you started liking him. A little gay maybe but okay. Truth is I never thought I'd wind up liking you as much as I do. I never thought I'd like you at all like that. But I do and I can't change it. Who knows maybe one day I'll find someone that likes me as much as I like them. But for now I'm comfortable being one of youe (I hope) best friends and you're definately one of mine. Love you (not in that way though) and I'll see you after break. I hope we wind up in the same History/Language class.