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I can't deside wether to love you or be mad at you.
I pase around in cercles wondering what the hell to do.

Do my felings for you really mater anyway?
And if they did could I love you long enought to really say?

I can't have you.
You live to far away.
So why am I so heart broken over the one that has never even passed my way?

I may never even meet you.
But your hold is so strong on my heart.

I hate when we are not speeking.
As clouds in my eyes start leeking.

I am not happy when I don't feel like your here.
But you have never been, and your absints is quite clear.

Is this love that I feel.
You are so untangible, you might as well not be real.

I can not sort how I truly feal.
With out your kind words my stumic will real.

I toss and turn, for I find that I yern for the love you tell my you'll give.
What is so confusing is that even if I do find that I love you, love is alwayse so unconstint how can I live.

Do you expect me to admit to this love from wich no good can come.
Love is so confusing, I find myself num.

Ther is no disision of what i should do.
Yet I cna't stop and think about wether of not i love you.