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why is it that when were needed the most its assured that we will be dissapointed? when you look 4 love ir when u need assurance from a freind they basically leave u. i know how that feels. as i ponder this question i go out into the frigid rain and look up. the tears of the sky with my own...........it feels good. i had wondered about what would have happened if i did let the girl i really liked get hit by that car on 72nd street. i couldnt stand to bear it so i pulled her out of the way and cursed out the driver. and the time acrosss the street from my sckool- my old school.....idrather not talk about it but it all washes away. when im done the confidence returns and i say: "dont cry. if i cry as easilly as them id b a dead man now".i walk back inside reassured of myself and ready to start a new day