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Well to start stuff off, today something happened that I cant really talk about, but it really changed me, you know? Well, changed isn't the right word; it's more like "made me think about things more thoroughly." AGH I cant really explain it too well. All I can say is that today was a bit of a wake up call and will be a vivid memory in my life.

To make things seem a bit less gloomy, I've been learning how to play the guitar! YHEY! 8D (My fingahz hurt ;_; )

And darn it, I just forgot what I wanted to type next.

Uuuuhhh.....election day tomorrow (or technically today :/ )! YHEY!! 8D .....-thumbs up-

Let's see, I kinda want to dye my bangs something. I really want pink. But I'd also like purple, blue, or red. But then my other friend's hair is already kinda dyed red so I don't want it to seem like I'm copying or something (naiive(sp?) I know)
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I also want to pierce my ears. I haven't done that yet lol. I'm a bit scared of needles. My friend said that it only hurt like for 2 seconds. But then my mom scares me by saying "Oh, you have to keep it clean and rub it with alcohol and stuff everyday for a while otherwise it'll get infected blah blah blah." I mean, I completely trust my mom and everything but I'm just a bit scared now haha. It's like how when you're a little kid and you think McDonnald's is the best thing that happened to meat and bread, until you learn the horrible truth: WHAT REAAAALLY IS INSIDE THOSE "BURGEEEERRRS!!!" D: ............ok, bad analogy/metaphor. But hey, you get my point.
I also, after getting the two regular piercings (one in the left and right lobe) I want to get like one piercing in like the top of one of my ears or something. Or maybe two. I think they look cool :] But no bellybutton, nose, or lip rings or anything like that. No offense to anyone but, they just don't appeal to me. And they look like they'll hurt more and might get in the way. More sports hazards lol

It's raining like s**t here in SF uuuuugggghhh!!!! One week it's sunny, the next it looks like it's global warming in the sky.

I STILL cant remember what I was going to type! AAAAAAAAUGH!!! >..<

I started to go on Facebook more often. Putting pictures up like crazy is fun. Poking people is fun too biggrin

YHEEEEEY I remember what I was going to type!! -siiiigh- that's a relief -w-
Now that I remember, I don't think too many people would be too interested lol. Well yeah, I've already been thinking for a while that I'd want to have a career in either business or psychology once I graduate from university. This past week and today, I've ultimately decided that I want to be a psychiatrist [when I grow up, mommy!] when I graduate. I really do feel that it's my calling in life; to help people. Now my mom just asks "Why cant you be a surgeon, they help people too." That's simple; I think the idea of dealing with the insides of people is completely disgusting. No offense to anyone who is or knows a surgeon, it's just that it's not for me. I'm a squeamish person lol Now I know my mom said that I have to go through medical school like everyone else if this is what I want, but I can do it! xD NARUTO DETERMINATION!!! -gets bricked-

Phew. I'm glad I remembered that last bit :] I'm sure there is a lot more I have on my mind that I want to write. But I'm tired now and need some sleep. Bye for now!