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he took my hand
he held me through the scary movie
he walked with me and hugged me too
as we walked to the train station holding hands
i could feel the tears welling up in my eyes
as we talked he pulled me close as i shook
we sat waiting talking laughing and cuddling
as we waited 40 minutes for the train
it was 7:40 as it arrived we stood up ready to say good bye
he hugged me and pulled me close as i shook even more then before
he said sandy i promise i will come back ok then to my surprise he kissed me gently and said im going to miss you you are an amazing girl and i really dont want you to be sad and i dont want you to cry as i went to let go and leave to my surprise he kissed me again and hugged me tight once more then got on the train as i stood there stunned and frozen motionless never wanting to move at this point the tears were coming and i could hold them back no longer as i watched the train leave i let my cold tears run down my cheeks whipping my eyes as i walked away. thinking about the surprise goodbye. when i got home my phone went off as i tried to warm up. i looked and i saw a text message that said: you are a beautiful,amazing girl. i watched you stand there as my train left and those tears rolling down your cheeks i saw them too and i miss you already so dont be sad honey i will be back soon. so dont be said cause i love you xoxo. i replied im sorry sweety i didnt want you to see me cry and i miss you too and i cant wait to see you again. i love you too xoxo and thank you for the kisses and the promise. and five minutes later i got another ne saying its ok sandy i cant wait to see you again eather. and i will keep that promise so get some sleep,sweet dreams and cheer up sweety xoxo love you and will text you in the morning love:rob. i went to bed and thought of my happy ending so far and lightly drempt about it. and surly enough when i woke up him and i texted back and forth happily. but i still miss him. and he still call's me his little instigator. lol so i guess everything worked out for now. heart heart heart