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Time: 8:44 AM
Mood: pensive stare
Activity: Sitting here thinking about the days when I first was introduced to this community.
Location: Hallway computer
Ramblings:
When I think back to the begining of my stay in Gaia, I remember old friends, long forgotten screennames of those beneficial to the continuous return of my original self, :lavande:. Trying to lean toward the realistic looking me, I was not to crazy about spending loads on wild costumes and crazed hairstyles, but now looking back I realize that I was holding back the real me on the inside; a shy, misunderstood child, hence the bunny ( I actually have a stuffed bunny from way back, his name is Bunnikins). I also think of the other that I have brought to inhabit this 'realm' of creativity and uniqueness ( I try to not use the word strange). This 'world' brought me Manga, Anime, and many other things that, left to my own tools, would have never been brave enough to branch out to. All of my life I have strayed from becoming someone that is me, because of my smalltown upbringing. Although being from a smalltown makes me a very unworldly person, it has now instilled a curiousity of great magnitude to breakfree of the bonds of 'bumpkin-ness' and become someone I would look up to ( if that makes sense). . .
I've run out of things to spill from the deep cavern of my soul, if that's possible.
 Yamamoto Nezumi · Thu Oct 30, 2008 @ 02:14pm · 0 Comments |
