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well considering today is my first say using gaia i must say its pretty interesting, jsut as my day has been just as interesting. i found out many things. that my friends father is in the hospital and that me taking my college assessments may never happen and this just blows. i want to be able to go ot college for teaching. but it appears that im not going to have very good luck with it. it drives me crazy plus lately my emotions are up and down i have so much going on in my life that i'm not sure how to handle all of it.. it kinda feels like my world is spinning and i'm not in charge of my own life. as if i have everyone else's plans to make and then i can fit my own plans into my life. i wish people would understand that i'm not like them. im completely my own person... i just wish my life would be so different and not so stressful but hell who am i joking my life is'nt changing anytime soon. im going to be stuck in this place, this whole that eats me alive until i die...and then maybe il get some freedom...