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Someone I Know Became A Someone I KNEW...
Sometimes I feel that it's always me in a relationship with anyone, be it a friend or cousins, I'm the one who drags myself to them and it never occured to that "You know they can walk over to you too". I had a friend (notice HAD a friend), me and him were so chill. Everything was perfect...no flaws. Or at least that's what I thought. But now I look back and realize...nothing fit in that friendship. He never looked at me the way I thought he did. It's so sad how he told me "I look at girls' personalities and not their bodies". Life also threw so hints at me that the above statement was a lie. But I ignored them thinking that my thoughts were negative. Looking back at what we shared totally slaps it into my face that...it was never meant to be. It was always me going to him and him never coming to me. But that was friend (notice WAS a friend). What happens when your closest relatives, the people you can sacrifice your Pepsi for, are the ones that act like that? Well, ladies and gentlemen, I have gone through that situation too. And it's so sad how i fall for it all the time. The ending is: I'm hurt and no one else is...Happily ever after... crying
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