/ARGHH/
>>Time;; 11;06
>>Mood;; Aggrivated/wading in internal turmoil
>>Song;; Fix you; Cold play
>>Mood;; Aggrivated/wading in internal turmoil
>>Song;; Fix you; Cold play
HOMG.
I feel like I really need to vent right now. For some reason. Idk.
I've been so mixed up lately, I don't know what to think.
It seems that everyone is able to find the most /perfect/ relationship,
except me.
And yet, I dun know.
Some people are just so /confusing/.
Especially guys.
Why do they have to be soo... UGH.
I wish I owned a jet.
Or a teleportation machine,
So I could visit my perfect guy.
Even though he's oh so happy in a relationship already.
I feel like such a...jerk when I say that.
I should be happy for him right?
Happy that he got his girl.
The one he's liked for years now, right?
But I'm not.
Breaking up with him was for the best, I think.
But now, it's like I can't think straight,
And every slow weepy song that comes on makes me think of him.
And I want to cry.
No matter where I am.
And yet, he's out there having the most perfect life /ever/
And I'm depressed without him.
He even told once that he knew I was the girl for him.
But that was the biggest lie. I've. EVER. Heard.
I can't..argh.
Jealousy is ripping at the confines of my soul,
you can't even fathom.
It's so hard to explain this.
But I just want to scream at the top of my lungs.
But no would care, would they?
Not the people who matter anyways.
I miss him so much.
Am I just desperate?
That's how it feels atleast.
It's so weird.
I have SOO many friends, and yet.
I feel completely alone sometimes.
I've drifted away from my best friends.
Sometimes it feels like the world is against me, ya know?
Though, all angsty teens think this at some point, right?
Sigh. I don't even know anymore.
I really don't.
Here's a poem for that one guy;;
Victim to to your magic,
enraptured by your charm.
This situation tragic,
It's for you I yearn.
The sweet and silent moments,
I quickly oversaw.
They came too quick and left as well,
now forever they are gone.
You told me that I'm beautiful,
and you wished that I was there.
You raised me up, then crashed me down,
You never really cared.
How could you, how could you,
do these things to me?
The lies you told were too good to be true.
How can I forget the way you've made me feel.
The sad thing is I believed you.
And fell for your fake act.
I thought you cared, I really did.
I now know you're full of crap.
How could you, how oculd you
Turn your back on me?
You're gone and I'm broken.
Was this meant to be.
After all you've put me through,
You'd think I've had enough,
But I miss you and I want you.
For you I still have love for you.
I feel like I really need to vent right now. For some reason. Idk.
I've been so mixed up lately, I don't know what to think.
It seems that everyone is able to find the most /perfect/ relationship,
except me.
And yet, I dun know.
Some people are just so /confusing/.
Especially guys.
Why do they have to be soo... UGH.
I wish I owned a jet.
Or a teleportation machine,
So I could visit my perfect guy.
Even though he's oh so happy in a relationship already.
I feel like such a...jerk when I say that.
I should be happy for him right?
Happy that he got his girl.
The one he's liked for years now, right?
But I'm not.
Breaking up with him was for the best, I think.
But now, it's like I can't think straight,
And every slow weepy song that comes on makes me think of him.
And I want to cry.
No matter where I am.
And yet, he's out there having the most perfect life /ever/
And I'm depressed without him.
He even told once that he knew I was the girl for him.
But that was the biggest lie. I've. EVER. Heard.
I can't..argh.
Jealousy is ripping at the confines of my soul,
you can't even fathom.
It's so hard to explain this.
But I just want to scream at the top of my lungs.
But no would care, would they?
Not the people who matter anyways.
I miss him so much.
Am I just desperate?
That's how it feels atleast.
It's so weird.
I have SOO many friends, and yet.
I feel completely alone sometimes.
I've drifted away from my best friends.
Sometimes it feels like the world is against me, ya know?
Though, all angsty teens think this at some point, right?
Sigh. I don't even know anymore.
I really don't.
Here's a poem for that one guy;;
Victim to to your magic,
enraptured by your charm.
This situation tragic,
It's for you I yearn.
The sweet and silent moments,
I quickly oversaw.
They came too quick and left as well,
now forever they are gone.
You told me that I'm beautiful,
and you wished that I was there.
You raised me up, then crashed me down,
You never really cared.
How could you, how could you,
do these things to me?
The lies you told were too good to be true.
How can I forget the way you've made me feel.
The sad thing is I believed you.
And fell for your fake act.
I thought you cared, I really did.
I now know you're full of crap.
How could you, how oculd you
Turn your back on me?
You're gone and I'm broken.
Was this meant to be.
After all you've put me through,
You'd think I've had enough,
But I miss you and I want you.
For you I still have love for you.
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