Jason Mraz makes me happy.
Music makes me happy.
I've decided to be happy.
I've decided to look irresponsible and like a quitter in order to enjoy life. I've decided to enjoy life.
I've realized why things feel different, and it's because I've got more to worry on. Not that I ever really spent my time only enjoying the moment. But I'm working on that.
Moving back to my mom's with paying rent is the best move, as annoying as it will be. Mainly because I plan on not being there next summer. I don't care what we need to do to make that happen.
All the smaller important things that I want to happen in life will happen in time. The family will come, and the responsibilities of living will come as I grow, I shouldn't have them come on any sooner.
I want the older people to look at us and shake their heads. Let them think us irresponsible. Let them think us fools. I want them to look at us and think back to when they did the same thing, when they felt the same way. Back when they were young fools. Maybe they'll share their stories, maybe they wont.
I want to tell my kids I had passion. I want to tell them I did it, and they should too. [Travel] I want to do it again once they're out of the house.
I don't want to miss out. So I'll reach for the sky.
xKarynax · Fri Sep 19, 2008 @ 07:14pm · 0 Comments |