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We say things that we don't mean. We don't think before we say anything. We don't think of what we say will hurt others. But it does bother people. When they tell us that it bothers them we act like we don't care about how they feel. Then we realize that it did bother them and it make us feel bad. Because, it is one of our good friends that we said that to. We try to tell that friend that we are sorryfor what we said, but they just walk away with out saying a word to us.
We really feel bad because we just made one really good friend upset.
We ask ourself why did we say those things to that friend. We start to regret ever saying those things. We think of why we say means things about our friends but we don't understand why we say the things we do.We try to think of some way to make them for give us. But its hard to think of something. We wish that as soon as we say something mean that we could take it back but it is to late to take it back. Because, we have already said those things. We ask the people that we said mean things to for give us. But they say that they don't know if they can trust us we say that they can they say ok. but we turn around and lie to them by saying mean things about them again.