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ok im done its over ok he wins !!!!!
i lost a very important thing this week it really bothers me that he doesnt even ******** care but ******** him ok and then theirs her well ....idk im losing interest and i really love her but it seems shes the cause of the problems idk i asked out another girl and she said shes not allowed to date....really i only did that to see if i still wanted to wait for her but i can feel myself slipping away i want to be with her but i cant. she says that she can relate to this but i dont think she really can well idk though i still have alot of feelings for her but im tired of waiting !!!

im so lonely ok!

i've run out of tears