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I cant hold it in any longer, im so upset and so angry that i just have to write it down.
My recent Ex from gaia is spreading things to random strangers, making out how horrible i was to her and ruined her social life. Just to clarify what me being horrible to her actually was: Offering to pay her rent, paying for art of her character, paying to go and see her in sweden. So what exactly was i horrible about? apart from wanting to talk to her. She claims i ruined her social life, uh how? i never said ''Never go out!''.

What broke my heart was the fact she never said thankyou to any of those things. I came back from sweden and she couldnt be arsed to come online and talk to me. Even then she argued with me on why she couldnt say thankyou when she could've just said it instead of argueing. The moment i stopped loving her was when she randomly claimed she missed casual sex. So i got upset, we ''argued'' again and she dissapeared off the net for 2 weeks. stare

now she thinks im telling the whole of gaia how horrible she is. I never did, the only people i spoke to was Jax, Raijin and duckie. Sure i drew how upset i was, which is normal because i was. Every-one knows how upsetting it is to break up so im sure people of the AST couldnt really care.

Lastly, my recent ex is just really childish. I was the one who started to talk to her first to try and clear the air. But still stubborn as always, would rather be my enemy than a friend. Which is fine, i dont really care either way.

And thats it, now i feel a weight has lifted. Sure i am a clingy person but now i see why she prefer's online relationships. Its alot easier to lie through text. But any-way, i only have one regret in life that i wish i could take back and thats never date any-one online. She was my first and last online relationship.

Im leaving gaia for a while and will return when i am feeling stronger.