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entry 12

"him"............................................................................................................................. fear is a very irrational thing sometimes and trust me, i know fear. I fear that maybe one day ill go crazy, donnt get me wrong im not gunna snap on ppl and start shooting up the place so if you were thinkin that i dont blame you. I fear that maybe people might not like me for who i am, i fear that ill die one day, we all will die one day buht i dont wanna die anytime soon, i got my whole life to live with the title i hold. I dunno deathh is something i dont want to come anytime soon....i miss pope.....i dont get death...if god loves us so much why does he want us to die? I mean dont get me wrong im a catholic....buht we all questions god sometimes...i dunno i feel like im losing faith....ive lost my faith in god before....i really dont wanna die.....