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i have the worst life and 2day it wus proved...i live wit my brother my mom and her boyfriend and dats how it has been 4 awhile....so we moved in2 dis place about a month ago and ever since i came bac from ny life has sucked....2day my mom had 2 go 2 work and her bf wus out so it wus just mii and my bro....in the middle of the day i found out a shockin secret i found out who my mom truely loves more (mom's alwayz say dey dont have a favorite but mine does) so i wus gunna make mashed potatoes (i love potatoes) and my brother wanted some 2 but it wus the kind dat u make in the microwave and i sed im not gunna make u any and he wus lyk ok w.e. so i wus lyk good then when i got d box out he grabbed it from mii and he sed ima make mine first and i sed but i got it first den we got in2 it....i grabbed my cell and called my mom she wus lyk wut happened and i told her than she wus lyk ok let mii talk 2 him so i gave him d fone and when he gave d fone bac he wus lyk mom sed u gotta make it 4 mii so i wus lyk r u 4 real and my mom wus lyk cynthia just make it 4 him and i sed dats not fair and she sed u no wut cynthia fine u dont have 2 make it 4 him and she wus pissed den she sed....have a nice day cynthia lee (she onli says my middle name when she is angry) and den she hung up on mii and i wus so pissed so i ran in my room screamin and cryin and throwin a fit then my brother came 2 d door and wus lyk cynthia mom sed u dont gotta make it 4 mii and he went in2 d kitchen so i went 2 make mine and he wus lyk were is d salt and i wus lyk d cabinet but i wus still sobbing.....he wus lyk STOP CRYIN U DONT GOTTA MAKE IT 4 MII U BIG BABY....den i started cryin as i got d butter out of the fridge and i collapsed on d floor cryin at how horrible i wus bein treated but i carried myself 2 my bowl and cried agenst d wall den my brother started feelin bad so he called my mom and told her about mii collapsing den she told him 2 tell mii dat she wus sorry 4 hangin up on mii.... l8er after i cooled i started textin my friend 2 relax!!!!!!.....th worst part is....dis is how i am alwayz treated by my mom and brother...he is alwayz treated better than mii and he gets alot more attention.....in my house i lock myself in my room alot cuz i wanna hide my feelings and my tears but its gettin old.....bein here in dis state makes mii wanna do things lyk run away but i dont...i probably shood but i wont... evil stressed confused