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Well, I went home for a while and didn't have internet, but I decided that I would still write for my gaia journal. So here are the entry's I wrote while in DB biggrin I wrote quite often so not all of my entry's are in here.
Well, I am on my way home right now. My mom is driving and my neices are in the back fooling around. It is really quite annoying. They are very loud. Well, Tayah is incredibly loud. Bailey has her moments too. Today, on our way home from Killarney my mom only had enough money for the gas, so I wasn't getting my veggie burger from BK right? Wrong. I was getting bored, so I pulled out my back pack to see what was in there. See, I hadn't touched the thing since January. So, I have my hand in the front pocket digging around and I feel some paper. I was expecting it to be a note or something that I had written in class between me, 'Piglet', 'Kat' and 'SnowGirl'. It was twenty five dollars! >.< I held it up to my mom instead of telling her because I couldn't stop laughing. I found it funny because this money was from like January. So, we went to Tim Hortons for coffee and a bagel for my mom and we went to BK for me to get my veggie burger and mozza sticks. She come out and it has been a while. I finnished my fries and veggie burger and reached into the bag for my mozza sticks and I pull out a hot apple turn over! I asked my mom why she ordered it and she didn't. So I am thinking "No! They gave me the wrong thing!" So I check the bag again for my mozza sticks and they are there too! i don't know if the apple turn over was a mistake or for making us wait long, but we didn't pay for it! I had pretty good luck today didn't I? Then when we picked up the girls we were in the car and my mom was inside Co-op. We have a rubber dolphin hanging from the mirior in our car on a elastic band. So I pulled the dolphin down a bit and said "Watch the dolphin Jump!" out of no where and I couldn't stop laughing! xD Over all it was a pretty fun day! Now, if I am lucky I will get to go swimming too! i hope so, because I have been sitting in this car all day! I want to go to the dock real bad. >.< Only place I have been swimming at it gross and got Lisa sick. :/ Honestly, I would swim at the rock pile now and it would be just as nice. We are outside of Winnipegosis and I have a head ache. D: Oh well, we will be there soon. It's 8. 8. 08 by the way. >.< Olympics staarted this morning. I saw the highlights. They were amazing! I wish I could have watcched it all! Gah! Brite sun in my eyes. One sec, I have to put the visor down, because I am typing with my eyes closed. [Hah! I had so many typos there It wasn't even funny! I fixed them though] Well, I don't think i can continue writting untill Duck Bay, as much as I would like too. I want to sleep, but it would be hard because the girls are now hating on each other. They'll be yelling for a while. I'm going to wait until they are best buds again. Later!
It is 2:45 AM August tenth 2008. Danee's b-day! biggrin She is two, I believe. If you didn't notice it is going to be 3AM in 15 in minutes. >.< I can't sleep because my sleeping paterns are all messed up from Kilareny. >.< If I was still there I'd be online right now. But I am not. We might be going back tomorrow ... er ... today. I think. But we have only been here for a few days, so maybe it's next Sunday she ment. I don't know, but I wish I could sleep. I am tired and want to wake up in the morning... not the afternoon for once. Besides I have church. I wish I had internet right now. D: I want to continue my RP and go on gaia and habbo and stuff. I feel bad for my fellow RPers. D: Especally the Grey-Shado dude. His RPing will be boring with out my charater there for him. I mean MewMegan and that dark emo whatever dude, they aren't as active as I usually am. And there isn't many other active people in the RP. D: Sorry guys! And I though that Des them got there high-speed back, but they didn't. D: My neck is killing me! I am gonna get those horrible head aches again! D:< I want to sleep! Maybe I should try again? :/ But I won't be able to. In Kilarney I usually went to bed around 4 D: But, I was able to sleep last night? :/ Ugh, I want to sleep so bad! D:< This was like when the RO's were on D; But, that was fun >.< I can't wait until the next event! They are so much fun! Well, the prom wasn't the greatest, but it was still pretty cool! Well, later, Ima try sleep again. I'll write more if I can't. Well, it's morning now. Er... afternoon. biggrin I fell asleep right away last night. Turns out it wasn't my sleeping partterns thrown out of wack. It was my over-active imagintion. sweatdrop Those 'Mirrior' trailers creeped me out. xD I have a mirroir over my bed set and one on my dresser. Plus they are on the cupboards on the end tables too! xD There is five mirroirs in my room in total. xD So, I slept with the lamp on and fell asleep right away. =P Gracyn is here now so I can't watch TV. D: I'm watching 4Square or what ever it is called... They have new people and it is weird xD The are singing - "Hoop la happy hoe!' xD We all know that secretly means! xDD Plus 'Jeepers Creepers' is on!! I can watch that move and not be freaked out. :/ I laugh at that one. xD Plus I have so many memorries from watching it! xD That was an awesome party. Lol. I wish I was in Dauphin with my friends. :l Or atleat in Kilarney so I could talk to them. I miss Kelsey, Haley and Erin the most. I miss Kelsey and Haley more because I went from seeing them everyday for most of the day to not seeing them at all. : And Erin because she moved to Gilbert or what ever. Plus she was crazy xD I love her lots. I mean of course I miss everyone else, I just miss them a bit more. I am surprised I haven't gotten a letter or post card from Nicole. D: Well, Ima go now. I have nothing to do, but this entry is getting kinda long. Later, yo! >.<
It is 10:42 now. Same day as last entry, but I felt like writting. Nothing interesting happened today. Well, my mom did see a snake. xD She is terrified of them. Even the small ones! This snake was about a foot or two long and she practicly screamed. But she had Gracyn in her hands or she would have screamed alot more. And of course me, being like my Auntie Marlene and loving snakes, got like a meter away from it to admire it's beauty. >.< It was black, white and red. I loved it. If I wasn't with my mom I would have tried to pick it up. It was about the same size as Sadie, Jessica's snake. It was black with white marks on top and a red line down it's side. I wish I could have got a better look. Oh, and when I was looking at it I was barefoot too. >.< I am surprised my mom didn't get mad at me for that. Well, I have nothing else to tell so, I'm gonna go now. Stranger Danger! >.< Toodlezz!
Well, same day. It has only been a few a minutes. I am upset. What is happening to our world? On the news I see things that are so horrible I can barely bare to watch. There is always young girls gone missing and murderings and solders dying in wars that started over something as stupid as oil. Like, what happened on that bus, I don't blame this Lee person. I mean it was deadly and uncivil, but the guy was pissed. On the news it is talking about something that happened over seas. I see chirldren crying while solders attack people. Wars ******** piss me off. Familys are torn apart, people die, and children loose their parents! I am so ******** pissed at the world right now. I can't believe these things are happening. Plus, in China where the olympics are being held a couple was savagely beaten for no reason? Like, really, what is our world coming too? I wish this would all stop, but I know that isn't going to happen. We have to many heartless people in our world. If we had as many people who wanted world peace as we did people who suported war, we would be such a nicer place. Well, if you think about it, that is not true. Why? Because hate is easier than love. If there was ten people who wanted world peace for every one who didn't maybe we could live peacefully. But I highly doubt that could happen in this decade. Maybe our generation will be more peaceful. I doubt that too though. I just wish we could show our parents what we are a greater generation then they where. I mean think of it. What would be cooler than to proove all the adults now that we are capeble to have a better societey than they did? But, will we even make it to our adult hood? Or will our planet die out because of Global Warming or Climate Change or whatever it is called now? Well, I am kinda cooled down now so I am gonna try to get away from that thought and watch Futurama. >.<
It's 5:22 PM, August 12th 08 and I am pissed again. Well, I have been pissed since grade four. When I started to grow-up. Everybody is changing around me. Now, even my own mom is. When I was a little girl I got everything handed to me. When I made a mistake people laughed and thought it was cute. Everyone wanted to take me places. Now I am older and everyone yells at me for 'not taking care of myself', but don't let me do anything. They yell at me when I make a mistake and get mad. I have to beg to get driven to Des'. My mom bakes and sells her pastery. When she needs help, I help her. So far I have made two mistakes helping her since we moved into this house. Once, while making whip cream I dropped the bowl, then I cleaned the mess. Surprisingly then I didn't get yelled at. Even though I was expecting to be. Then the other day I dropped a box with three pies in it. Only one was ruined. I was yelled at. The box was broken too by the way. Today I was watching MOD and my mom picked up Gracyn from day care. There was about 35 minutes left. I offered for Gracyn to watch the movie Polar Express on my lap-top or Portable DVD player until MOD was over and my mom just shut it after five minutes because it wasn't a cartoon, it was computer animation. Then she put Gracyn on her jumper thing so she could play with her toys instead. She told me to change the channel and see what Gracyn does. Then I could change it back. Yeah right! Gracyn would cry and I wouldn't have a choice. So I said no and told her why. She said she wouldn't and we argued for a while. But apparently my mom was dead serious while I was joking. It was obvious I was joking too! I mean I had a huge smile on my face! So I got mad, chucked the remote at the floor and said 'Fine change it!' and came to the bedroom. That's when I realized it. My mom is going to treat me different too. Why? Because I am growing up. The only thing that hasn't changed is that any promise that is made to me has a very low chance of being kept. When I was four or five I was told when I was ten I would go to Disney Land with Brendan. I am thirteen now and have never left the country. I was promised to go to Peace Gardens this summer. That's not gonna happen. I was promised to go to work with my sister when I got back from Kilarney. Guess what? I am back. I didn't get to go. I was promised a digital camera. Still don't have that. I was promised to have a cell phone before I started grade six. I am going into grade eight. I have a cell phone that I payed for. I am surprised I have this lap-top. But still, I was promised a Dell, this is an Acer. And the list goes on. Ugh, I feel sick again. I've been feeling sick for a few days now. And tired. But of course, if I say anything I will be acused of faking. As usual. Well, I should finnish this. But I have nothing else to do, because Gracyn is watching '546'. I am so glad I got mad. 'Cause if I didn't I'd be sitting there listening to whatever dumb a** show she is watching. Another thing, my mom chose Gracyn over me today, but does she realize, Gracyn won't remember that, but I will never forget? I hope she realizes that soon. One more thing. My mom borrowed fifty dollars from me a month or two ago. She borrowed fifty from Brendan a day or two ago. Brendan got his money back today. I'm still waiting on mine.
I wonder what is more dramatic. My life or the soap my mom always watches. My money is on my life. Fisrt of all, my sister has a drama filled life, so that is all added into mine. Then my Auntie has her drama's which effect me. My moms, my two brothers and their familys, my nephews, all of my friends family issues and mine. This has been one stressful year for me. First, the begining of the year me and Emma where constintly fighting and that crap. Then we are friends again and her mom has an attack and Emma is extra obessing over her family's health issues, which leads to Haley talking about that stuff. Then Prince... when he died in March, that added to it. Then of course my sister and Doug's issues. Plus my mom having her anxiety attacks and stressing over my sister not being wanted where she wanted to be and my brother blowing his money on stuff he dosen't need. Then Kelsey's parent fighting making Kelsey upset and her whole brother and sister she just found out about thing. Then the whole thing with Brian and Samantha, then Jordan out drinking and Jess apparently smoking up and all that crap. Not to mention my uncle having an affair! I mean come on! Why can't I have a normal summer? Oh, and I forgot to mention that my uncle's brother was being looked for by a freaking gang! I don't know. I just don't know. Well, Ima stop stressing and get back to my game, Purble Place. XD
It's August 13th. Same as last entry, but I don't believe I mentioned that. It is 4:49 PM. Well, along with all the drama that is going on now, my sister is pregnant again! I can't wait! I am going to be a god-mother! See for Gracyn my sister chose the god father and Doug chose the god mother and this time it is the other way. So I get to be the god-mother! I beleive the god-father is going to be Danny F. or whatever. He is also Doug's Best Man for the wedding! I am the maid of honour by the way! biggrin It's the next day and I didn't finnish my entry yesterday. D: It is 11:55. August 14! Brendan's 14th birthday! It's his golden year! :3 Okay, I have nothing else to write! This is my third time trying, and this time, I can't think of anything at all! So, I'm just going to end this. Even my stories, I am having trouble with them. Hopefully my bad case of writers block will be over soon.
It is August 16th, 5:29 PM. I am so bored. Gracyn is sleeping in the living room and my mom is outside smoking. I am still suffering from the dreaded writers block and can't think of any-thing to write! I missed the Kim Possible movie D: And yes, I like KP she is cool. xD don't judge me because I really don't care. See! Even that! I could have ranted about how cool she is or something! But I didn't because I have writers block! This sucks. If I didn't have this awful thing happening this entry would be so long! D: What will I do? Maybe if I watch enough TV that will gimme some ideas. Or if I start a new romance. It could be about twin sisters who were seperated at birth for some waked out reason. It would be set when they are in high school and a guy dates both of them because he thought they were the same girl. I don't know about names or what ever. I could normally think of something creative, but right now I can only think they have the same name. -.-' Or I could just finnish what I started in my current story and make something big happen like... The prom is cancelled! Or one of the characters don't graduate! Wait! Idea! Sam will have forgotten to tell her mom not to bring her ex and he tries to get her back, but she is now with some one else and they have a huge fight! Yes! surprised I believe my writers block is done!!! Woot! Well, My story is a bit more in need of attention than this, so later! EDIT: Doode!! For my story!! IDEA!! See, Jason, Sam's ex, will come and after her current BF wins the fight Jason will fall for one of her single friends!! YESH! I like it >.<
Guess what? You got it. I am pissed. It has been about an hour since last entry. Samantha is getting ******** high over at my sister's house! I would say I can't ******** believe it, but that would be lying. I believe it. Completely. Samantha is a ******** b***h. I hate her. I know, I know hate is a strong word, but I do. She is such a ******** loser. She needs to get a life! She is 18 going on 19, acctually she might already be 19! She is living at home with her boyfriend. No biggy, my sister lived here for the longest time. But my sister wasn't getting high all the time! And when she found a boyfriend she moved into his house. He didn't move in here! UGH! I AM SO ******** PISSED. Her and her sister Jordan are the only reasons I wish my sister didn't go out with Doug. Other than that I am so happy for her! But whatever. Hopefully they'll move out. Okay, I am not gonna rant much longer because I am trying to work my way to the good part of my story. I feel like telling her what I think of her. That ugly good for nothing piece of s**t. I am soo pissed! D:< Okay, my mom called me, so Baii.
It is August 17th, 4:51 PM. I have absolutly nothing to say. I thought if I just started to write I would think of something. The Supreme Test of wether my horrid writers block is over or not. I hope it is! This has been horrible! My stories are so ... in need! It sucks! Woaah, they are talking about Dauphin MB on CMT! Holy Smack! That is so weird! I mean Dauphin is kinda a crap town. I am like amazed. I love Dauphin, but it is a total no where! I mean when you say something about Dauphin MB people are like where? Then you say, where they have country fest! And they go Really? I thought that was in like a tiny town with the smallest mall ever! But you said it has a population of 10k? Woah poor people. And you're like AMG! I knoe! >.< Woah... >.< Lmao it messed up. I wish I had internet. D: So bad. I miss Phanniee and Sam and my RP and Ren xD Lmao. But seriously! I miss Jenn and her whacked out singing and I miss Nicole D: I want to talk to her and look at her crazy doll things! They are all like > biggrin And I am like surprised Amg Freaky! Cool, but freaky D: ITS A HARD TIME IN THE NEIBOR HOOD. That is on TV. Ima go check it out and see if I know someone I know!!! BRB Back. I just realized, it has been about 9 minutes since I started this. Do the math. It is 5PM now. D: I missed the show. D: Gosh darnit! D:< That sucks hard bouncy balls. >.< Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeell Ima cotinue my stories biggrin surprised I lurv this song!!! Who Wouldn't Want to Be me! biggrin Yes, it is country, but it rocks out loud! I got no money in my pockets, I gotta hole in my jeans, I had a job and I lost it. But I won't let that get to me! <33 Love it! Mk Toodles <3
Guess what? Nope, I am not pissed! But my writers block is offically over! Is that how you spell it? Offically? Offishally >.< Lmao, y'all know what I mean. Oh, it is 11:30PM By the way, same day as last entry. My stories are going great! Well, the one I am mainly working on! Woo! Soon, I am going to start another one. One with romance and magic! It shall be intense! >.< It will have witches and wizards and werewolfs and vampires! Ooh! And twins who are human! I can't wait to get started! But, I will wait a while before I take on the task of this journal and three stories. But I am sure my training from taking on five RPs at once, I am sure I can handle it now. But when I get back on the interwebz, I will have more things to worry about, like my RPS, which have probably all died. [D': R.I.P.] But, that was all I had to say and will go back to my story now. Short entry :/ Lator!
Okay it has been twenty minutes and I has one question. Why do we not even have a cure for the commun cold? We are like, We will find a cure for cancer, MS and Addisons! But what about the flu? Dude! HELLO?! We need to take small steps not huge ones. -_- Honestly! D:< Okay, that was a very short entry on a count of the commercials are over and Bart is about to fail a test then cry because he faileds and acctually tried. Then he is going to say some thing about George Washington and gets one more point on his test so he gets a B-!! biggrin Then he realizes he kissed the teacher D: And yes I do watch to much Simpsons! I know, and I love it! biggrin Okay, that entry was to short for me. So I am back. biggrin It is 12:19AM By the way biggrin I am watching Hannah Montana biggrin Yes, I do like the show! > biggrin Again, don't judge me! I really don't care :3 I also love Cory in The House, Life with Derek, The Suit Life of Zack and Cody, 6Teen, Total Drama Island and Kim Possible biggrin AH! Cory In The House is on now! Boy, that Jason Dolley is cute! >.< One of the few blonds I like! Mk, I made the entry long enough for me to be satisfied so, lator allegator! >.< In a while, cocodile! XP Okay, I am done, the show is starting! <3
Why hello there. biggrin It is August 19th , Tayah and Marcus' birthday :3 It is 11:39 AM and we have our phone back on so maybe Ican get dial-up, which is so slow I sometimes feel like smashing something >.< But internet is internet! biggrin Anyways, my sister, Doug and 'the kids' are moving to Dauphin! I don't know if I mentioned this and really don't feel like checking, but my cousin, who I am pretty close to is going to move there too! I can't wait!! I am vary happy for my sister and me and my cousin will be together lots! biggrin I cannot wait biggrin She'll even be in MMS with me! Woo! Can't wait biggrin I hope she makes friends easy though :/ I don't want her to be like that girl with the freaky hair and only be friends with total losers. D: But still she'll ba hanging with me lots! biggrin I ish watching Kim Possible >.< I fecking love this show!! Don't judge me, love me! xD Have you noticed that on Kim Possible . . . you probably haven't because I am like the only one who watches this show xD But Kim has boobs like > and the rest have boobs like ) xD Lmao I noticed when I was attempting to draw her xD Kim- >> everyone else- ) ) >.< LMAO! xDDDD BAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAH! Okay, overkill xD So bored D: Lolzzzzzzzzzzzz xD She-go? Shigo? Shego? Bah! I dunno how to spell her name! :/ I think it is Shego cause she was like a super hero and it was like Go something or whatever and she was the like only girl so it makes sense that she'd be Shego... Mhm... yeah... xD Seiously :3 Wade is like ten isn't he? And he is like a computer genius? Odd-ness. xD Dr. Drakken has a mullet o.O surprised ! Maybe if I press info on all of the Kim Possible episodes I can find I will see how to spell her name! HA! It is Shego :3 I was right :3 But that episode I got it from... I has not watched it :/ That is a first xD I will watch it tomorrow though! > biggrin YUS! And I shall be the ultimate KP FAN! xD JayKay JayKay Lol biggrin D: That episode was like.. 15 minutes D: Okay 20 but still! SHORT. D:< Poopy D: Now all that there is to watch is the weekenders :/ surprised ! I haven't see this episode because I have not seen 'Leftover Pizza' :/ surprised Nevermind... I saw it D: It is like the one about the pre-teen pal thing >:O OW! Ouch! D: I just popped my pimple on my fore head and it hurts ALOT. D:< OW. >:0 Well, I gotsta go because this entry is just turning into me being weird. =P K later.
Same day as last entry. 10:29 PM. I am at Des' watching Dogma xD I didn't think it would be funny, but I was laughing at the begining where they had that thing about Playtupus'! xD It is the best and we are only a few minutes into it! And yes I am watching and typing at the same time =P That is how cool I am xD Lmao this is ******** hilarious! If you haven't watched it WATCH IT! Not kidding! I want a ******** cheese hat! o.O they should make one of those on here! [Gaia] Ima suggest it on feedback when I get on the net! biggrin Well I am going to go now because this is ******** funny! LMAO! Oh, and if you are a Christain who is easily offended DON'T WATCH IT. Even though I am Christian I am not easily offended. biggrin
Okay, the summer is getting suckish now! It is August 20th 8:44 AM. I want to go to school so bad! Like seriously, it is so boring here I have NOTHING to do. I want shcool to start like now. I miss my friends, I miss having things I need to do and I miss waking up in the morning knowing there is somewhere I am need to go. Plus I have internet in Dauphin. :/ It is so early for me to be up right now xD Even though I am always at school at this time. >.< I am so bored and if I ask my mom if I can go on the net she'll be all like 'So that is why you're up so early' -.- But I want to go on msn, gaia and habbo >:O Mainly habbo even though it will be as slow as ******** if I do go on. I miss Phanniee and Sam D: Noodle Pie|| xD Ugh, this sucks! I have never hated summer more! I mean I love going to the lake and hanging with Des, but really I wish my mom would just move to Dauphin. D: But she dosen't like it there. Yeah, because this s**t town is so much better. -.- Oh well, to bad for me eh? Well I think I will go now because I am insanly bored. Later.
The word 'chu'. I hate chu. Ima get chu. Chu fugging bish. I get the feeling it means 'you' also known as 'u'. Our world has to much slang. Yes, I admit I occasionally use it, but not every word. And chat speak, excuse me, cht speek. i tink we sumtims over use it. dnt u? i meen it is so hrd to reed sum of it nd sum of it sownds nsty. Wht do u meen ducky? c** ERE ND ILL TELL U. If you did not get that hang your head in shame and go jump of a building. No not a tall one so you die. Just, say, your house or garage. Just so you suffer. Yes I am mad. It is at this screen shot I found. It is in the public files, er Recycle bin now. But that is where I found it, in the public files. So I don't know who's it is. And I can't figure it out because I don't understand it. >_> Yes, that bad. And normally I am good at translating this stuff. >:O Okay once I said something to my friend when we were on towns and I said 'please' and some noob comes and sits next to me and I'm all <_< and she is all 'wat dos please stnd 4?'. -.-' I was like People Like Easy a** Sex Explorations. >.< She was all oic. xD Then Erykah was like silly noob. It is like plz. >.<
It is August 20th still soon August 21th. >.< 11:51 PM. It has been 4 entrys since we got the phone back and I still haven't been on the net. >:O Maybe tomorrow, I ******** hope so! I miss having internet D: I miss my two husbands xD [Who are both acctually girls BTW LMAO!] and Sam and Jenn, Joh, Kels, my RP and all that marvalous stuff and people xD BASICLY WHAT WE'RE GONNA DO IS DANCE. BASICLY WHAT WE'RE GONNA DO IS DANCE. BASICLY WHAT WE'RE GONNA DO IS DANCE. BASICLY WHAT WE'RE GONNA DO IS DANCE. BASICLY WHAT WE'RE GONNA DO IS DANCE. Okay, I believe I need more than that but whatever. xD Sorry I was bored. Should I post my stories in my journal? PM and tell me if you think I should biggrin But, I wouldn't do it on this account, I'd make a new one and add a portion every once and a while biggrin AMFG! Who the ******** is that? I see no Eric, but I see some other long haired ugly guy hitting on Donna! >:O If you didn't realize I am talking about That 70's Show. If I don't see Fez I will freak! AMG! Fez! YAY! AND he has a gold fish? He just kissed it. . . XD!!! Lol <333 This show is the bomb! >3< WELL. It is August 21th now xD AHH! Why did Donna kiss that non-Eric person?!?! >:O Change in TV shows is not a good thing. >:O I WANT ERIC BACK. THAT IS NOT ERIC. ATLEAT SHOW FEZ! BOOYAH! Fez and his fish <33 OMFG! And Bob!! LOL! =P I should go to sleep now :/ First I will finnish watching this show untill it ends or I see Eric! biggrin Good night.. er... morning =P Baii<3 -------- It's over and I saw no Eric. That episode was full of Epic Phail. >:O Well, night! I'm gonna go lay down and pretend to sleep until 4AM then finally sleep untill 9AM and maybe then I will have internet! [Not likely -.-'] G'NIGHT.
August 21st, 9:01. I got on the net this morning, but I forgot to put this in my gaia journal. I'll put it in tonight, biggrin [Maybe] So, my mom just told me this. My cousin [He is my age and we are pretty close] is hitting puberty, so life is good! biggrin See, boys growing up is more embarassing than a girl [depending on the girl] See, I get embarressed when I do something wrong, not if it is something I can hide. Whatever is happening to me I can hide, but he can't hide his voice cracking! HA! He has been pointing out my flaws since we were little kids, but now the tables have turned haven;t they? > biggrin Yea, that is right! But anyways, there is 14 days until school starts! And that was a happy statment not sad! Yes I am excited about school! I love school! Yes I am a nerd! And I am fecking proud of it! 8D Lmao I ish a geek, nerd, dweeb, dork, and all of those names that describe people like me! xD But I can be cool to! I am super random and totally fun! So, love me or hate me. Your choice! biggrin Oh and my writers block, had my ideas held in the back of my head! I am bursting with ideas! I have started a new story and have an idea of another! Woot! If you skipped the entry where I asked if I should post my stories chunk by chunk, if you think I should PM or comment, put it in your siggy and forum stalk me, start a petition, or comment my profile to tell me! Lmao, any way you want to. Maybe send a random anon present saying ;Post your stories in your profile!; biggrin I like that one. That is the best one. xD Lmao, but let me know if you want me too! Well, I have three stories to work on and another to start so, later allegators!
August 22nd, 12:04 PM. It is raining and the signal is out on the television. >:O My neck hurts D: To day dosen't seem like it'll be any fun. >:O I want to go online, but I can't incase someone want to phone. >:O >:O >:O El em aye oh. Yea, that is right. Lawlzerz. xD I am ******** bored. Oh so bored! I am so bored. I am so bored. I am so bored. ********. I am bored. Lmfao. Lofl. Rofflmfao [Rolling on the ******** floor laughing my ******** a** off] xD I like that one. xD WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I am possibly insane. biggrin CrEePy bIg a** sMiLe!1!1!OnE xD Okay, this entry is slightly retarded. [Mhm. Slightly] So I shall go and leave my ******** up randomness alone. In a while, crocodiles! =P
Ello. August 23rd. 11:03 AM. I need to start going to bed early and waking up early. I have to gt used to that for school. Tonight I am going to be at ten and using my cell as an alarm clock to wake me up at like eight. I really don't feel like writting in here, I just wanted to put something to let y'all know I am alive and well. >.< I keep forgetting to put this online, but I will try. Later!
It is 1:45 PM, same day as last entry. I feel like I can start crying right now. I has been six months since my dog, Prince died, almost to the day. I went outside and this small dog was out there. I petted him and now he is jumping at the door and it sounds the same as when Prince did. If I was alone here I probably would be outside with the dog crying my heart out. People usually get over the death of their pets within a month or two, but not me. I'll still be crying about Prince when I am 15 years old. Prince was different. He wasn't like other dogs. He didn't look like other dogs either. He was original, different and he didn't fit in with many other dogs. When they played he'd want to fight. If they were fighting he'd want to play. He was like me. Different. No dog could ever replace Prince. He even smelled different! All dogs smell the same to me, but Prince was different. He wasn't the smartest dog ever, nor the most well groomed, he hated water and never swam with us. He just ran back and forth at shore. I miss him so much! He only was only alive for six or seven years. He was so young when he died. The way I always knew he would, in a fight. There was like ten dogs all attacking him. My sister tried to save him, but she couldn't. If I was here I wouldn't have let it happen. I'd be out there screaming and chucking rocks at the dogs that were killing my baby. I loved that dog, and I miss him everyday. I wish I could have him back, even for five minutes. Just for the chance to tell him that I love him and to say good-bye. Maybe then I could get on with my life.
August 24th. 12:19PM. Gracyn is eight months today, I believe. Last night, I was on until 2:30 AM and I was talking to Nick and Kelly. Kelly has got this huge crush on this guy and I told her just to ask him out and she said she was to shy and I told her to add me to her convo with him and I'd ask for her, so she did and all he could talk about was Runescape. -.- I was like, Omg, Runescape sucks! And he was like did you ever try it? And I was like Yeah, last year, and I didn't like it. Then he was trying to make me try it and I was like GTG. GTG. GTG. IT IS 2AM I GTG. And when I left the convo and was about to sign off, and he was like It's gotten better you know! [Only he was talking all nooby >.<] And I am like GTG. GOT TO GO. -.- Plus I never got a chance to ask him out for Kelly and I feel bad. D: But I think she could do so much better. She is pretty, funny and awesome. Why settle for a runscape playing dork? Like, no offense to people who play, but to the ones who are like 'RUNESCAPE! >:O' And are obsessed with it, GAL. GET A LIFE. >:O Honestly, that is so not cool. Like, if you are going to be playing a game like that, atleast play one that is not RUNESCAPE. Runscape is for losers. But people say Habbo is for losers. I don't think so, because have you been on Habbo? The people on there are ******** funny! And most people never gave Habbo a chance. >:O I gave Runescape a chance! And I hated it. People also say Gaia is for losers. Then I go >:O Then call me a loser! biggrin I luff Gaia<3 It's like, RPage and randomness on CB. And hot NPCs. [Ian<3] And, and, and! I ******** love fishing. > biggrin Lolololololololololol. Amg, you know what is the best? Having convos with like 50 people. biggrin Okay, not 50, but lots. Those are the best. BUT I have tip. Don't add robots. They are a nuisence. :3 They don't say anything. >:O Lol If they did that'd be funny! xD When it was oonly me, Necky and the robots we were like JOE JONAS. Trying to make Spleak talk. Then we started seperate convos with Smarter Child and it was fun. This was Necky's convo- Necky- Rabbits. SC- What about them? Necky- Do you like them? SC- Do I like what? Necky- Rabbits. SC- What about them? Necky- Oh my god! You are so hard to talk to! SC- I have nothing intelligent to say about that. LOL xD Then she asked him if she could rape him and he said that's not a very nice thing to say. xD Lmao. Well, I am gonna work on my stories. AHH! OMG Last night I forgot to save it and I had so much done! D: I even added a new character and had somme intense s**t happen. >:O And it is never as good the second time through. D: Well, I have to redo it now. Later. D':
Okay, it has been about an hour, but I have no idea what my mom is watching but they just said, "If you ******** me, I'll ******** you back twice." I was all o.O D: Well, that was all I wanted to say. biggrin Now they are talking about talking about drugs. -.- What a messed up show. It is like demented. biggrin WELL, LATER! D: Okay before I go, he just said he licked his finger, stuck it in and licked it. Because he saw it in a movie somewhere. I was like o.O But then he said That tasted so bad! I didn't know what you where supose to do with coke [As in cocain, children, not the drink] I saw it in a movie! Me: Dude, I have watched many movies and the only place I ever saw that was in White Chicks, and it turned out to be ice cream. -.- DUDE WHITE CHICKS. IT IS A ******** WAYANS BROS MOVIE IT IS GOING TO DO RETARDED THING LIKE THAT. Okay, bye. biggrin TTYL GTG BYE L8ER CYA PIE BAI BUH BYE G'BYE. Notice I put 'PIE' in there. xD
It ish same day. 9:19 PM. I wanna go on the net. >:O Maybe at 11. biggrin Or sooner if I am lucky. biggrin D I am gonna start another convo with lotsa people. Those are the best. biggrin Wow, I was writting this and my mom called me and said if I wash dishes I could go online! biggrin
Hola! I haven't written in forever! But that is because when I go online I RP and when I am offline but still on my lap-top I am doing codes for RPing! 8D It is the 29th. Yesterday I watched Kung Fu Panda<3 and The new little mermaid movie<3! They are both good<3 I like putting<3's <3 Lol But anyways, in the RP northpointe Gray said he'd be back on the 29th which is today! :3 But the other two people are NEVER on. I think I'll just ask him to go on my RP North Wood >.< Well, after that much time you'd think I have all sorts of stuff to say but not much has changed... Y'all know my sister is prego, Des is moving, yadda yadda yadda. OMG I forgot! Okay, I love school and was totally looking forward to it! Like yeah, and then suddenly this new principle is ******** with out school system! We are going to have two different lunch periods, one for half the school and the other for the other half! Not cool. And the Frenchies and Ukies are split! I mean a class with only Frenchies? That is only 17 of us! No, 16! Maybe less! And Ukies are less then ten! urgh! Why split us? And if it has anything to do with those fights that one lunch time, it's not fair, because none of the frenchies or ukies where even in the fights, nevermind against eachother!! This new principle is already on my bad side. >:0 I hate this! It is gonna suck! But apparently we are getting more and longer breaks? But it sucks! AND because of that me, Jenn, Shay and Nicole won't be art buddies! D': Well, I am done ranting,,, Later! I am gonna watch Little Mermaid 'gain! :'D
Well, summer is over now. Not completely, but pretty much. SO HAPPY! Is that normal? No, but that is me! I have three days until the day I have been waiting for since... June 25th. The day summer break started! xD Well, I am in Kilarney. This is my last one. D': But, anyways. LAtER! <3333333333333333333333333333333
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