Once again I parade down to my journal to become emo...*sigh* I have realized that some of the things I have/am going through are just a part of the dramatic teenage girls life style...add another point to the I-Wish-I-Was-A-Guy-Right-Now Board...anyway I feel I've been...what's the word...betrayed? I don't know, by Candi...She doesn't tell me anything anymore unless I pry into her life. I don't want to do that but(ok and maybe this is all wrong but,) I think Ray's put it in her head not to talk to me...he's been saying mean things about me behind my back and Candi wouldn't even tell me, her boyfriend had to...am I just not as important as him to her? (they have a deep brother-sister relationship) I've known her for years longer...I don't know anything anymore...but on a hapier, much happier note, I went on a rode trip up to Michigan,and kinda escaped everything because my phone had no service(I'm a little glad) and saw a bunch of family, including my cousin John whose 15,and I realized just how much we really have always had in common,except somehow...he's seemed more as a brother to me...I wonder if he sees that the same?anyway and I got to reconnect with him and meet a couple of his friends ^-^*taking special note to acknoledge Dev-Dev and Matt ^.^* and things have gotten happier, although I still have my bad points like every other person, and my AWESOME youth pastor, Brad(or B-Rad as he calls himself...)has helped me strengthen my connection with God more in my special predicament,Thanks Brad, you're awesome!
And so I leave this on a happier note than most,
~Nina
P.S. I've gone back to using Nina as my nickname again more so than Winry!!*gasp*
 EdShigureApolo_FrEaK · Tue Aug 05, 2008 @ 03:57am · 0 Comments |
