Only a weeks weeks ago me and my borfirend broke up, he was the guy of my dreams! i liked him for over two years. we went out for a month and a week, i still love him...a few days ago he asked out my best friend, she likes him and wants to go out with him, i told her to go ahead, becaus if not it will hurt her, but shes not my best friend anymore...i know the only reason he wants to go out with her is because he knows she'll do stuff with him. it kills me inside it really does...i still want him, and if i have to see him and her together its gonna tear me up inside...i dont know what to do, he's stupid and only cares bout himself, so now im pissed because of everything i said to him and did with him was nothing but a waste of my time! and even though he screwed me over i still like him, i dont know what the hell is wrong with my heart for me to like a guy like him, but there has to be somthing. there is no other guy i like right now...all i think about is him...i wish he would etheir move away or die...but then id miss him to much...i just pray god sends a guy my way that i like a lot better...till then, my heart and my stomach are both hurting and he is on my mind! Damn
myoko O Community Member 
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