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i really cared bout him and i new he didnt feel the same but i never gave up and i just wood play and giggle wit him but now i regret not lettin him no the truth of how i feel and i will probably never see him again i no this is true love cuz i feel the pain when i hear his name but when i say it all i do is giggle how can i ever live without him knowing the truth of my love but i tried 2 tell him threw some1 else and i dont blame her 4 not telling him.....dat wus my job no heart heart t hers and its not my fault dat they didnt get along but i wish i could get 1 more chance 2 see his face so dat i can tell him everything i feel but i am not able 2 4get and rite now as i rite this entry i start 2 cry inside and a tear forms in my eye these r signs of my love 4 this boy who never knew me as anything else but a friend i really care bout him and talkin 2 pplz bout it makes it worse so dis is the only way 2 let out my feelings witout tryin 2 hurt myself but he wus everything 2 me even if he didnt no it i just wish he did!!!! heart heart heart