At the moment, I'm not very entirely happy with myself. I've been to lenient with everything that went on in my life. First off, I don't like that fact I had to move a million miles away from my friends. Then again, that's not really my fault and I could always move back. I hate that I messed up my life. I hate the parents that were not good parents at all. Sure, the fed me, clothed me, and did the regardless things, but where's that infinite love that a parent is suppose to bring to a child? By the way, I was adopted. My mom died and my "father" is in jail. He's Irish by the way. My mother on the other hand was Spanish. Well anyways, I basically messed up my senior year of high school/life itself; with the help of my so called parents. I did all that I could to get back into school. The loser kicked me out a few days after my 18th birthday. It broke my heart. I had to live with my long lost aunt's friend so I could finish school. Speaking of school, I didn't graduate. Now I'm taking summer classes. During that time, I met this whore. She wasn't always a whore until she cheated on me. That hurt more than anything. I caught her making out with her brother's best friend. It drove me nuts when I saw it. I'm no fighter nor am I a lover, so I walked yelled. By the way, I'm a yeller. I'm good at arguments. 99.9% of the time I win arguments, even when I'm drunk. the .1 (point one) % times is when I'm eating or sleeping. I barely do any of that. There was a moment in my life where I had to sleep in my car. Ew. So basically, my life sucks. Instead of graduating, I'm in summer school. My parents are losers. And my girlfriend is a whore.
I'm done
love,
Alex
PS: I dumped her and it felt good
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