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its been pretty much the worst summer of my life. i've been nothing but bored this whole time. i've been feeling so alone, no one to talk to or hang out with much. now im depressed and very sad to the point where i cry. and i don't usually cry anymore...but what's happening now is breaking me. i always had some hope that one person could cheer me up with just hearing her voice. but thing change. phone calls used to happen each day they would still be great ones. but now they're less. it feels like she disappeared where she go? i miss her...

i don't know what's going on. how do you expect to make someone better by just saying "be happy" it doesn't help me. how they don't sense something is wrong and just leave like nothing is going on. it hurts. so bad. brings me to tears. i just....rather i be alone now. nobody by my side. im better off this way....always have been...
just suffer by myself..nobody to bring down with me.

One thing has been True all along.
You Don't Really know what you got till its Gone


i may just disappear forever.