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Recently i had a dream neutral but this was different it was about this Guy i
liked alot called Thamsanqa and he liked or loved me alot then i got so
frightened that i runaway to Britain because my Mum & Dad were already
living here so i asked my Mum if i could move there they agreed 4 months
later i was here trying to forget about everything & everyone and i had told
no one not even my two best friends a month later i called my best friends
to say hi and hear they were exclaim

Then after that i started a new life with new friends everything was new and
great for two and a half years later i started wishing i was dead i hated my life, boys and my parent sometimes they were great and sometimes they were
annoying but mostly great exclaim Then one day i dreamt of Thamsanqa after
Two and a half year i dreamt of him then i remembered how he used to
make me feel the way he soomth talked me in his Perfect Royal Accent
and the way he looked at me and made me look special, One of a kind
and if felt GOOD!

So after talking to a lot of my Gaia Friends they and me decided that
i should call him and when i did we talked and decided to talk on Monday
the 29/08/05 and i am Really Really Really SCARED wish me good luck
because i really really really need it. What i'm going to tell he is not
PLESANT