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Oh man... have I ever been off track with this journal or what... Uhmmm... I know this was supposed to be updated around the 20th and it is now like... the new month... I can't explain why but the updating was out of my hands. I couldn't do anything about it so you will just have to live with it... its not like anyone reads this anyway xD. So... Things have been real awkward with me for the past month. New things happen and new things scare me. Of course, no one needs to know what those new things are cuz they are personal. All you guys need to know is that I might go off the handle if you talk to me cuuz these things tend to make me a bit antsy and nervous. When that happens... I totally break down... those are my break down stages...Ehhhh you know what... I don't feel like doing this every month any more. It takes too much out of me and I can't really think of anything to talk about... ever since it hit around the third post, it has just been going downhill from there on out. So! if you really realy really want me to keep on making these, then msg me PM me, w/e you can do to contact me. Tell me how much you love my crazy rants and I will keep on doing them. see ya later