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Dark Saga:
The attack of joy: true friendship
Before I finish up my lastest story....I want to tell another that happened
around this time of crisis.

It was while after I had just begun to plan for my counter
againist those whole lie to ruin lives....
One of my friends saw that something just wasn't right with me
and asked me what was wroug.

I said, "The lies of the new kids has turned
my message of peace into a message of destruction...
but it is nothing I can't figure out.....I hope."


Suddenly all fell silent and she did not speak a word.
All she did was look at me, stare, almost as if she were about to strike....
and strike she did.
She slow began to walk towards me with her arms open.
I looked at her in total confusion. " Hug..." she said.

I stared at as if she were crazy...
"Stay back!", I yelled, "Go away! Quit it!"...and all she did was
get closer and closer until I could not escape. Then my other friends
caught sight of what has happening and joined in...

I was over run by hugs and tried to break free...
I saw the girl, the one I met first, and asked her to help me...
She laughed and joined in with everyone else...

I guess I had it coming since all of my friends were girls at that time
which soon lead me to get to my popular status at school, but that is another story.

Anyway, I thought I was going to die because of they all hugged me to point I
could not move.
But at the same time I was at peace because I never have been hugged
by anyone outside my family. I wanted to just cry but could not because I never had any emotions to shed tears...

I asked myself...was this true friendship?
But it was not long until they all woke to my senses...
In union they all said "Hug Attack".

I broke free and gave them the evil eye and walked away.
I keep walking until I reached a place where I was alone.
I thought to myself and felt comfort at a place far from home.

My friends though it was nice to do that and I keep telling
I wasn't. But deep down....It made me feel better about myself.

After that< I resumed my plan so I could once again bring
peace to my surrondings.

CeruleanHero
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  • User Comments: [14]
    ScarredInnocence
    Community Member





    Wed Jun 18, 2008 @ 03:58am


    Oh wow.
    Oh wow...
    How...
    Laughz.
    I don't have the words to say what I want to at the moment...
    But, I do have this to offer you...
    ^^
    *Hugz*
    <3


    ScarredInnocence
    Community Member





    Wed Jun 18, 2008 @ 04:13am


    Indubitably indeed more hugs.
    I <3 Hugs, receiving and giving. ^^
    Indubitably indeed as well do you have an interesting life.
    >///< How can I
    (such a boring and un-interesting person)
    make a life such as yours
    (so filled with excitement and events)
    interesting?
    <3


    ScarredInnocence
    Community Member





    Wed Jun 18, 2008 @ 05:45am


    Teehee.
    "Whoever told me I was boring lied" ne?
    Well, I (along with many others who agreed/said so themselves) lied to myself then.
    ^^
    Anywho, I'll say thank you for saying that.
    I know I can attract people's attention/interest
    but it's the keeping that attention/interest alive part that seems to do me in.
    Thank you again for saying that I'm a 'great' person for you to talk to...
    <3


    ScarredInnocence
    Community Member





    Wed Jun 18, 2008 @ 06:24am


    I'm sorry.
    That appears to be a question that I am unable to answer.
    >< Gomenasai. (Sorry)
    Interest to the fullest, ne? ^^
    That seems to make me just feel real happy inside...
    :] Thank you.
    Laughz.
    Indeed I am one of your many reasons to get on Gaia, eh?
    <3


    ScarredInnocence
    Community Member





    Wed Jun 18, 2008 @ 06:40am


    Lol.
    I'm sorry.
    I'll stop apologizing... in all languages. :]
    ^^ *Hugz* ^^
    Hm... distraction?
    Yeah, I would guess so.
    You are definitely distracting me from sinking into complete boredom.
    Why?
    <3


    ScarredInnocence
    Community Member





    Wed Jun 18, 2008 @ 07:30am


    Of course you were being a good friend, great friend indeed.
    But, why distraction?
    ...
    -re reads comment about things never being boring-
    -re reads comment about never boring never uninteresting person-
    *blushes and goes to hide under the covers*
    -muffled- Thank you...
    <33


    ScarredInnocence
    Community Member





    Wed Jun 18, 2008 @ 07:49am


    Nah, no one has before.
    Nothing like what you're constantly saying.
    Thank you nonetheless though. ^^
    <3


    ScarredInnocence
    Community Member





    Thu Jun 19, 2008 @ 04:45am


    Honesty is a good thing indeed, but no, I don't believe you missed something.
    Courage perhaps has a little to do with it, but I'm not entirely sure.
    Everyone is wrong at one time, as is they are right at another.
    In this case, I don't believe that you are wrong.
    Moving through life without fear of any outcome, being able to just keep on going...
    Not stopping at every bump and moaning/whining over things lost...
    That'd be something I'd like to do.
    <3


    ScarredInnocence
    Community Member





    Thu Jun 19, 2008 @ 05:43am


    Laugh, well they moved out of their place right next to my heart to the far edge of town. I don't come in contact with them very much...
    That's nice that they still live so close to you.
    Nice quote, a very nice one indeed.
    A person such as myself you say?
    <3


    ScarredInnocence
    Community Member





    Thu Jun 19, 2008 @ 06:21am



    Indeed I may have to...look a little harder I suppose.
    I'm sure I have their address written down somewhere in my mind among all the clutter...^^
    Stronger then I look ne? Laughz, I'm not to sure about that.
    My words will change the world ne? Laughz, I also doubt that...
    You being there and cheering me on all the way ne? Laughz, I believe that you would.
    <3


    ScarredInnocence
    Community Member





    Thu Jun 19, 2008 @ 06:56am



    "Don't let anyone tell me any different"
    So, I shall say what I please. ^^ and I don't believe that I can change the world and you can't change that. XP
    Laughz. I know, I know. I'm mixing your words. X]
    Lol. Size of my giving heart and not letting anyone tell me differently, ne?
    I don't know exactly what will make you stronger other then love, faith and friendship but perhaps the whole 'falling down and getting right back up again' thing has something to do with it.
    Indeed the heart is stronger then the mind in many places as the mind is over the heart in other places.
    This is the quarrel that all creatures of the Earth face inside themselves.
    The quarrel of mind and heart.
    You aren't going out of line, not at all. XD
    And thank you, for noticing and saying that it looks nice. ^^
    <3


    ScarredInnocence
    Community Member





    Thu Jun 19, 2008 @ 07:24am


    Lol, no, I'm not smarter then you.
    The World is a place where there are always 2 roads, one may be more obvious to you which shows with what you are thinking with. Ie. The heart of the mind.
    Then, there are times when you can see each road clearly but not what lies at the end... and you are stuck at that fork. You know you can only pick one road but screw the plan. It's the kool people in life who decide to just walk right down the middle. Lol. XD
    Solving problems... it depends on what kind of problem you're trying to solve. Love problems, school problems, friend problems, family problems, direction problems...
    Just picking one way of thinking and sticking with it though may have less consequences... you may just miss out on the experience.
    >///< | ^///^ | >///<
    Proud to be called my friend? I do believe it is quite the opposite for I am very proud to be called your friend.
    Mou, no don't cry...
    What did I do, what did I assist you with in understanding better then before?
    Please don't cry... Or I'll cry to. *starts tearing up*
    <33


    ScarredInnocence
    Community Member





    Fri Jun 20, 2008 @ 06:20am




    Laughz. I didn't cry and I won't cry.
    Teehee, I made you learn...o.O
    Anywho, wise? I'm hardly wise...just, a thinker?
    Lol, not even that. XD
    Down the middle... well, it can be both good and bad as can anything in this world can be. Everything has another side to it.
    Down the middle I guess you could associate it with using both your mind and your heart to make your decisions.
    I'm not to sure why anymore...o.O Well, I don't remember so anyways.
    You are indeed cool... and I do believe that you use your mind and your heart when deciding, but I have this feeling that you tend to lean more towards the 'heart' side of the road.
    <3


    ScarredInnocence
    Community Member





    Tue Jun 24, 2008 @ 07:48am


    Thank you for saying what you did.
    It was nice of you to say so...anywho...
    Nope.
    There's absolutely no chance that you are deserving of a friend as great as me.
    XD Jk.
    You deserve much much more.
    <3 ~K


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