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Living Hell
Through this world of suffering, you were the only one which meant something to me and for that, i thank you for making my life a living hell.
what can i say ?
iono - you comment

1. i made dc sad ... sad which makes me a big fat meany poo.
2. so i blocked all connections to dc on messenger/aim coz i don't want to make him anymore sad .. for now.
3. no, to all my lovely family memebrs of buttered toast, i am not going to block you for life, i still care, i'm not punishing you, i am doing fine, i am not pissed off, i will take good care of myself, you can pm me with any news or anything, i miss you too and no, i don't want dc to feel guilty in any way because he is my FRIEND and i just don't like him to be sad because of me.
4. i will remain as my usual self doing the usual lurking and bumping etc. on gaia, i will not let my sadness out and spread it through the rest of the exchange or gaia as it is unfair to make the rest of the world sad because you are since they are innocent. i just won't use the happy emos as much in bumping - depends who it is.
5. i will probably be back in a couple of days or so - prob max 3 lolz xd iono - it's just me and my randomness - depends on how things turn out - a test to see if they truly care about me i guess - wonder if they'll read this ninja
6. don't worry to all the people i have blocked - i will be thinking about you everyday and i'll miss you just as much as you miss me, i just need some time alone and i'll be fine in no time ....
7. don't worry syrathos, lolz - just pm me whenever you want your ports back 3nodding and i'll send trade immediately asap smile [ syrathos special so i use smileh ] after i receive the PM -
8. good luck on your exams to kaoru and sammie biggrin [ special people there aswell ]
9. starry and liz, i hope you get your items back - yeah - it's really annoying - everyone's so unlucky - most people were affected by the invent glitch - i guess i was just lucky ^^ heart [ uber special people ]
10. yes, you can have your tries at making me happy again - or helping me find the light to burn my oil lamp - if you are truly thoughtful, you'll understand what i mean - just PM me with your go - i don't really care .... for now ...
11. [ key ]
green writing ::: i'm feeling peachy
heart ::: for the following people ::: starry, the coldness of love and the person i love - you can start stalking me if you want wink - if it's not to any of those 3 persons, then i probably just got lazeh and found the closest emo i could find - which is usually the heart xp
biggrin ::: you're from buttered toast and really special ::: you know who you are xd
smile ::: you are either from buttered toast and i got lazeh or you are a special friend eg. punkboy
domokun ::: i feel .... i wanna have a conversation with you as i am either lonely or bored
ninja ::: i'm doing the usual lurking ... nothing special there
xp or xd ::: i'm just doing fine biggrin nothing to worreh here - the m33p and her usual XDing lolz
whee + heart ::: just thanking you for bumping - nothing special






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Syrathos
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commentCommented on: Sat Nov 06, 2004 @ 12:17pm
heart crying heart


commentCommented on: Sat Nov 06, 2004 @ 12:27pm
biggrin m00 ? biggrin



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l)ark Cell
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commentCommented on: Sat Nov 06, 2004 @ 04:28pm
m33p don;t do this. shesh Please. hey so what if I get sad I get like that all the time but after a while i get over t and move on. Don't be as stupid as I am or all your doing is proving yourself wrong. *huggles* come on please. just talk to them and be happy. your not a meanie poo. your my oppy fairy who lives in my pocket to cheer DC up heart heart


commentCommented on: Sat Nov 06, 2004 @ 08:20pm
i won't stop until you "understand" that the world does "not" hate you , understand that you are "not" just an irritating person who keeps bugging me and the rest of your friends.



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vonnie_angel
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commentCommented on: Fri Nov 12, 2004 @ 04:05am
hmmm! go nancy! i want something but prob wont get anything. still workin hard for the sash sweatdrop . damn, if my bro caught me comin on gaia...
i hope to get seal slippers but they keep risin and i need to save up for my sashy!


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