I have a secret, and lots of other stress,
I feel so trapped, but there's no one I can address,
I feel so dirty, so ugly and full of deceit,
But I can't let this secret, lead to my defeat.
The pain I feel is nothing, compared to the thoughts in my mind,
I feel like life is over, all I have is what's behind,
I look at myself differently, my appearance has changed,
I had so much confidence, but now I feel deranged,
I hold it all in, and it consumes me every day,
There's no one to turn to, and nowhere to run away,
I have nothing to lose, and nothing to win,
My life was ruined, by that one little sin
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