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I am usally a very happy person, but lately I have been felling like crap. My best friend is moving in two weeks and i fell like she doesn't even want to hang out with me. We have been best friends since i was in pre-school and she was in kindergarden. I used to live with my mom and every christmas and summer i would come to arizona (where i live now) and visit my hamma and popa ( grandma and grandpa) i would be so excited to hang out with her and this other girl named mckayla. We all were really best friends. I never really knew what happend to Mckayla untill i went to Sousa ( my elementry school). I was shocked to see her but yet again supprised. I didnt relize that she was my old friend until 5 moths afer moving in with my hamma. I really just wish she would be more into hanging out with me like she use to. but yet again people do change. I have changed a lot to. Ina nd out of relationships.I am curently on the verge of breaking up with my boyfriend. He is not a really good person. Well in other words he gets into a lot of trouble. He has a really good personality and a relaly sick minded one at that, but i guess that is why i have been going off and on with him for 1 and 5 months. He says that he loves me, but i'm not sure what that is so when he tells me that i fell really really guilty cuz i cant say it back. Well untill in figure out what to say to him im just gonna take a break with him its not really a break up its jsut a thinking moment for me.
Well i can sit here and think of a whole bunch of things to complain aboutin my life, but instead im gonna think of the blessings so comment on my journal entry PLEZ!